we literally live super north and yet its been so hot i feel like im going to pass out and have several times today and i hate living here its genuinely miserable but i have nowhere else to go away from my brother except back to my parents

My brother is abusive to me as much as he doesnt want to admit it so i literally have a choice between abuser and abusers and thats it

i barely eat, its been unbearable because of the heat, they neglect/hoard animals,my irl brother is in general abusive to me but i literally have nowhere else to go except back to my parents who will literally kill me and if i report my brother for anything ill get kicked out

but everythings ok in sig world. i literally cant even get removed from my family the legal system does not care and if i even do ill get sent to my relatives who are just as horrible or put in the foster care system and then expected to just do on my own once i turn 18

literally nobody cares about any of this i know but im so tired of having to pretend my living situation isnt horrible and that im so helpless to everything

this is just a cry for help but nothing can be done so i dont know what to do anymore or even what i did to deserve this i dont even have any family my parents have never been parents to me just abusers and my irl brother (not talking about xin at all in this thread) is terrible