#nofgm thread about my flashbacks . Once I was on a train .out of nowhere. I started to see 6yrs me struggling . Screaming.
I am seeing me. So defendless. So vulnerable. I want to hug her
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Images continue in quick succession. I cant breath first enough to cath up with these flashbacks. I am on a train. Nightmare i am.seeing is affecting so much. I see blood everywhere. I flesh on floor coated by the sand. I see everything
I close my eyes . I pray it to stop. I am exhausted mentally from just few moment of these flashbacks. I quickly get off the train. Had little cry a silent. I gather myself together and give a talk to myself. I said 6yrs Hibo . Look at you now .
Be proud .you are decent human being. You have a loving family, gorgeous friends and supporting ,wonderful public. Look at the life you have today. You never dreamed life would be amazing. But life is amazing. Be grateful and keep fighting with all you got.
You are a lucky woman hibo. I wipe my tears off apply my Kohl which I carry always incase for times like this happening . Felt better and continued my journey. Flashbacks can occur any moment. I have learned to let flow and dont fight it. Its extremely, extremely painful
You feel as you are been mutilated again, again and again. A procedure that took less than an hour has a massive repercussions for rest of our lives. Its life sentence of pain and despair. I have learned to cope with it. You don't heal from this at all.
200 million women and girls have mutilated worldwide. 800 mutilated per day. 800 fresh victims is devasting. Knowing what awaits is cruel. This is vicious violence solely designed to control women and girls sexuality.
I am biological women. We are targeted because we are born biloginal females. Its truly.devastating that I have to state and fight now for being a woman. This world is going against women and women in such extreme way.
We must unit and fight for our existence as biological women. Now more than ever .we have to be ferociously fierce in defending our existence. One is designed to control women and girls sexuality.
The other designed to deter men marrying a child or raping. Breastironing check please ,Google it. Evil to the core
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