shuhua isnt the type to be swayed by hate but seein her almost teared up @ the word f*t p!g (肥猪) says alot. though the translation may have been just as hurtful but as a chinese myself who is well versed in mandarin that term carries a weight heavier than one can even imagine
do understand the word pig (豬) is one of the most offensive and demeaning epithets in the chinese language that carries alot of meaning. The animal itself in chinese culture is viewed as a species of lower rank that has no essential value aside from consumption
to use it on a person meant they are someone who is unpleasant to look at/be around with, a person who constantly dirtied themself by disgustingly stuffin their mouths with food, mentally retarded with iq equivalent to a mindless animal, a peasant/lowlife who shouldnt be alive-
shameless, corrupt in values (its a slam at your parents for not educatin you right *its an intolerable act to @ someones parents in our culture*), a prostitute and most hurtful of all, a skank whore with 0 self value that opens her legs and fuck around to get what they want
the impact of that one word alone did not just strike one on the outside but at also a direct hit @ their parents as your children are the ones responsible to continue uphold the reputation and diginity of how outsiders viewed you, your parents, your homelife and their teachings-
but also hittin deep right at a persons core as an individual and a human in general, with tgaslight effect of diminishing every existing qualities they ever posessed, tearing them into shreds, leavin them believin something mustve really been wrong because they deserve it
the most traumatizin part is that the weight is so heavy that it scars you for the rest of your life no matter how positive/strong willed the person initially was. its a known fact that those that had been degraded this way never truly recover with some ended up with depression
hence why we would never blunty attack one with such term regardless how much we hate them because we know theres no going back from that. thus i felt the pain she felt on a personal level & is extremely worried & heartbroken right now
no one deserves to go through this, ever
no one deserves to go through this, ever