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There's this one thing I hate about myself and its how easily i adjusted to having social anxiety and awkwardness. Like I use to be loud and never shut up but now you'd be lucky to hear me say more than a hello. I don't know what's caused this but I want it gone
Even on the Internet its bad. I've tried being more open and not over think what I type but it's mad difficult. Like I can spend up to 10-20 minutes just to respond to a simple message cos I don't know if that's the right response or not
And it's also gotten to the point where I can barely keep a conversation going with my family without making it awkward or me stuttering every 5 seconds cos I have no idea what I'm saying. I really hate it
Also this thread has taken me over 40 minutes to write. That's not normal!! It's fuckin ridiculous! I've been wanting to speak up about this for a while but I've decided now is the time for me to seek help. I'm fed up of it. Anyone got any tips to help me get out of this mess?
