Someone once said that my inability to understand people’s emotions was my biggest most hideous trait.

Then I learnt I had 2 personality disorders. I told said person and they called me a monster.

But it will not stop sharing my journey and how I live. I can not help who I am.

Having #EUPD #CPTSD #ASPD is horrid.

I would give anything to feel love etc.

But I can not force something that is not in my nature. I tried and it made me so very ill. I went into psychotic rages. I lost a lot of people I cared deeply for.

I wish people could understand.

Hollywood has destroyed what it is to be this mentally unwell. They claim we are all murders, rapists or are in asylums.

When in fact most people like me are judges, lawyers, bankers, CEOs and DRs.

You will know at least 5 of us in your life time. If not more.

We are not inherently bad people. But yes there are had people. There are bad sane people!!

Just because we experience the world differently from you does not mean we will hurt you.

And if you think that, then maybe you are the bad person and not me.