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Sometimes Twitter stans make me wanna shut myself again like before. Maybe I kinda regret my decision to follow so many people? Feels like I& #39;m not safe here at all. One day you can be the center of attention without you know what mistakes you did before. No one gonna tell you but
people you talk comfortably here or you consider moots might backstabbed you anytime. I often see people would love to share teas than just go dm the person and slowtalk about it. What I& #39;m talking about now have no relation to anything that happen today, yesterday or days before.
Usually I& #39;ll keep this all thought to myself but now I somehow feel suffocated? My main purpose for following people, interacting with you all are because I wanna make friends. Enjoy fangirling together with y& #39;all but lately I feel like something is wrong. Maybe this is my fault
I shouldn& #39;t be too open like I am today. I should just stay in my small circle. I don& #39;t know I just feel too sad. I always think, What if one day this happen to me? Will i be left alone? Am I strong enough to face it if this happen one day?
If any of my moots got hurt by my words, I& #39;m sorry cause I didn& #39;t mean to. I always wanna share this thought here but only today I have a courage to do so. If you want to unfollow me because of my rants, it& #39;s okay I understand. Nice to know all of you. You guys are really nice 
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Maybe I& #39;m the weak one here. If anyone hate me, it& #39;s okay just block me. I& #39;m okay with any of y& #39;all decision. I wanna make my timeline, my acc breathe a fresh air again. The toxicity these few days just too much and I don& #39;t think I can handle it.
Ahh another thing I forgot to emphasise in my previous tweets, lets just learn to cherish or at least respect different decisions. God make humans all differently so of course we all think differently.
Sometimes when I want to give my opinion about one thing and I decide to tweet about it, then I see my other moots got backlash just because her opinions are different from majorities. This makes me feel bad about myself.
I even start questioning myself why my opinion different from others and sometimes I told myself & #39;Lyn your opinion is wrong and unacceptable.& #39; When I think about it again, I should say no. I& #39;m a human too. I have my own thought too. I can say whatever I want to say.
As long as my opinion is not hates or anything offensive, I can tweet about it without feeling scared of others disagreement or getting backlash/hates. This is my account so I wanna be comfortable in my own zone.
Again,I& #39;m sorry to all of you for staining your timeline with my unneeded rants. The button unfollow/block/mute are always there at the top of my acc. Feel free to use it anytime. Thanks for spending your time reading this thread. I wish you all happiness and be blessed by God ♡
