why can’t people understand that the only way you can feel some sort of light in your life is if you learn how to love yourself. despite me having depression back in hs it was really bad and so many bad things were happening in my life. i decided that it was finally time for me+

to learn how to love myself. it’s dumb but i was so desperate to get into a relationship in hs but i learned that no one would want you FULLY if you don’t know how to at least fucking love yourself. when i tell y’all the two years i worked on myself and then i got my first bf+

i was lowkey glowing...my depression was still there and strong but i had one good outcome that i could fully control if that makes sense. everything was a little bit lighter in life and i couldn’t stop smiling which was fucking weird for me bc i hated my teeth lol. but it got+

draining and tiring for me in the relationship because i was the rock of it..besides my ex saying that i didn’t talk a lot(maybe bc you pressured me into stuff that i said NO tohttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😍" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit herzförmigen Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit herzförmigen Augen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen">) i felt like something was missing?? i told him that he had to learn how to love himself+

to you know be better in a future relationship or just for yourself in general. i want to say that was a lesson he learned from me and idk if it worked for him but if it did then yay lol. the point of this whole shit is that you can easily lose yourself in life and in your+

darkest times but you have to remember that you’re the only one who can fully pull you out from that situation. you can’t just say you want to be happy and cry about it if you’re not even happy with yourself idk why people never work on themselves before getting into a fucking+

relationship where they’re unstable and it’s already hard for the other person. if anyone even reads this thread pls love yourself and know that at the end of the day only you can make urself happy ~first~. also never depend on some1 else for ur happiness bc ure a bitch for that