I am now convinced that my tears ricochet is about her leaving b*g m*ch*ne.....
Thread of my reasons.

“When you can’t sleep at night you hear my stolen lullabies” aka her old music

“When i’d fight you used to tell me I was brave” when the label used to tell her what to do and she would fight them like when she went pop etc...

“I can go anywhere I want” ie any label

“You wear the same jewels that I gave you as you bury me” https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😳" title="Errötetes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Errötetes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😳" title="Errötetes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Errötetes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😳" title="Errötetes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Errötetes Gesicht"> she made him rich and then he tried to destroy her

“You had to kill me but it killed you just the same” he tried to take her down but she came back and didn’t “have it in myself to go with grace” so she fought them back.

Mind blown.