I don& #39;t think we realised growing up just how violent our lives were...because all of us were getting fucked over in some form or fashion. Friend and I grogging last night talking about this shit...it& #39;s hard to be better when violence was "normal"...

From me getting cigarettes put out on my face to him getting a jar of jam smashed on his head to one of our friends being bedridden for 3 days after a hiding from his dad to another one going home every day to get smashed...and we joked about it. Because what else could we do...

I mean, fulla got told by my cousin that one of her friends from Yat Sen liked the fulla...refused to believe it because in his words fulla couldn& #39;t see why she would because she came from a stable home and had money.

Now I& #39;m not saying others didn& #39;t also grow up hard, still are growing up hard. It& #39;s more about the casual violence that was normal.