i wanna cry my laptop's about to self-destruct i need extra money to repair it or get a new one help

not only has my phone been like this for over a year but now my laptop’s screen is like this and my laptop’s zero button keeps randomly pressing at times by itself https://twitter.com/hurtfulknife/status/1273940579882168321?s=21

i will cry i really will omg i used to work almost every day for 12h for 6 months before i got into nursing school so i could save up for this laptop and phone so i’ve had both of these since 2017 and :/

well they are both functional though they have lots of things that are... faulty?? but i need to save up for a down payment for a bank loan + get a new phone & laptop, while working and repaying at least $262 per month... save my sanity

so i gotta work for over a year just to get into another school... and by then i still have the remaining debt + a new bank loan

MY SANITYYYY THE SCREEN?/!/?-

this happened while i’m trying to look at a tweet hell

LOSING MY MIND SAVE ME

my sanity..