Katsuki stumbles across Izuku's poetry page on instagram.

Look, he doesn't care, okay? Not even a little bit. He's just scrolling because he could use a laugh.

Except he never laughs, he reads, and he learns.

//angst (with a happy ending)

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SadMight: Thinking about what it was like growing up quirkless...there was a lot I wanted, but mostly I wanted to feel free
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Katsuki hummed at his phone, the nerd had wanted a lot, and he /got/ it plus one million. All Might had made his dreams come true, Katsuki wasn't sure why he was still focusing on his past when he had so much future ahead of him.

He filed the thought away and kept scrolling.

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SadMight: Wild how my dad just....left...no note, no reason....he didnt even know I was a ~late bloomer~ he just fucking....left
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Katsuki didnt think he had ever met Deku's dad but he knew was a sensetive subject. He had used it as amo to bully Deku once but the boy just went dead eye'd and walked away...

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SadMight: I have writers block, but I recently realized, I have so many scars from hero training, you can't even tell I used to cut myself back when I was bullied
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......./Oh/.....

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SadMight: Katsuki is being Katsuki again when he...we...could be so much more.
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Bakugo nearly dropped his phone as his face went hot...this....this was a lot....he was learning....too much.

And yet, he kept reading.

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SadMight: everytime I save a life I almost fucking lose mine lmaoooo

Deku is....a lot more nonchalant about some of these topics than he should be. Its like he was desensitized to everything, what could have done that.

Did Katsuki do that?

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SadMight: had sex again but it doesn't count, I didn't feel anything and the whole time I just wanted to cry out for Kacchan...
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well fuck.......Katsuki put his phone down and tried to stop himself from hyperventilating, maybe he didn't know the nerd as well as he thought he did...

// yeah okay I just wanted to show off my poems, I have one more part planned!! but you gotta follow me on poetry Instagram

jk ima write it anyway //

https://www.instagram.com/demongothboi/ 

Katsuki re-read the poem...Deku was having sex already?

Deku wanted to have sex...with him?

No, that's a literal impossibility.

Sure, they were close now, but Katsuki had been pretty terrible to him for a very long time. How...how could he want....

He kept reading.

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SadMight: thought I felt something with this one but it was just his cock. He's kinda mean, and he has daddy issues lol
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SadMight: another day, another wip, another meaningless sexual encounter. same soup, just reheated
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How much sex was Deku having?!

And why didn't he enjoy any of it?

Could he really be waiting for Katsuki?

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SadMight: we could honestly be so amazing together, but Kacchan has too much....guilt? pride? whatever it is I'm starting to think we'll never be more than friends...
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Did...did Katsuki even want to be more than friends with Deku? How would a relationship between them even work?

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SadMight: I'm sorry i can't seem to write about anything other than Katsuki. we're working together now, its everything I've ever dreamed...well, almost :/
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Eternal.....crave....what an intense choice of words.

Had Deku really meant when he said that night they fought? Did Katsuki really mean that much to him?

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SadMight: Katsuki and I are so close now, I should be satisfied with that.....right?
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Katsuki put down his phone, his head swimming with all the information he had just learned.

He looked towards his bedroom door, Deku was somewhere on the other side.

Well, he couldn't leave things like this.....could he?

// I know I said one more part but i am tired so final part tomorrow whoooo!! three day thread!! //

Katsuki hadn't looked at this instagram page in a while. It felt like a breach of privacy considering everything that had happened since he first found it.

But he saw Izuku saving a poem to his notes app today and while curiosity killed the cat

Satisfaction brought it back.

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SadMight: everytime Katsuki asks me a question about myself my mind goes fucking blank
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Katsuki looked at the date, it was from a while ago. Back when he decided to make a real effort to get to know Izuku all over again.

How could he decided if he wanted to date him if he didn't know him?

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SadMight: sometimes, when he thinks I can't see, Kacchan looks at me the same way I look at him, but that's ridiculous right? There's no way he thinks that I'm....
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SadMight: Watched Darling in the Franxx this weekend and broke everything off with all my old hook ups. I'll miss some of them, but I have bigger goals now.
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Hm, Katsuki looked at the dates and couldn't remember anything significant about them. He wondered what happened that made Deku feel this way.

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SadMight: Got into a fight with Katsuki today, then Iida and Uraraka after. I made them feel bad, it made me feel great. does that mean what we have is toxic or just that I am?
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Katsuki smiled sadly down at the phone, Izuku had come a long way but even now he still struggled with these feelings. He had become so afraid of hurting people he often forgot to speak his mind.

Katsuki would be sure to remind him when next they spoke, for now.

He read,

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SadMight: My mentor thinks I'm too focused on my relationships. I think he might be right, but then why does the idea of letting Kacchan go feel so wrong?
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There was a month and a half between the post Katsuki just read and the next one, then there were several in a three day span and he smiled softly to himself as he read the date.

yeah okay, he knew he should probably stop but fuck, he really was curious.

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SadMight: Katsuki confessed to me. Kissed me. Held me close and asked me to be his.

I ran.

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Katsuki remembered that, he had cried, and then, he tried again.

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SadMight: KATSUKI WROTE ME A POEM!?!?!
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Damn straight he did.

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SadMight: I wrote one back.

And then I fucked him.
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Katsuki snorted and put down the phone, having had enough of Deku's private thoughts for one lifetime.

As he slide his phone into his pocket he had to laugh, of coure Izuku would write about the sex, on the day that they had officially become boyfriends.

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Fin
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