A ramble : i realise one thing, I don't hate animation as career. After i lay down away from my pc, i suddenly feel that i don't really hate animation, but sitting on the desk doing that particular project. i just couldn't bring myself to fall in love with it. It just drains me.

Is it the deadline? Is it the project? Is it the current condition (work from home)? Is it because of burn out? One thing i know I can always came up with thousands of excuses and blame something / someone, but i can't really be sure about the exact cause.

The thoughts of switching career always came up, but I'm also always hesitant about it. What if i missed it, doing cool project? What if i hate the new career?

Fuck.