Thread by @lillonelypotato, MY 3 YRS EX BOYFRIEND RAPED ME BUT I WAS SILENCED FOR [...]

MY 3 YRS EX BOYFRIEND RAPED ME BUT I WAS SILENCED FOR 2 YEARS;

So i was a student in a Catholic school and i had a boyfriend when i was in 8th grade. (Yes, 8th grade, i flirted too early.) We& #39;re okay at first. Sweet, going on dates, HHWW, you name it.

But after a few months, he started to be a little & #39;touchy& #39;. He started to touch me on my private part (but with clothes on) inside my classroom because we are always early when we go to school.

He always does that when he was cornering me. (Oo na marupok na. Mahal ko and tanga ako noon.) But i never stopped him because, i was blinded by LUST.

When we were in 9th grade, he became too controlling. He& #39;s possessive af, never want me to talk to other guys because he said that i was & #39;his& #39;. So i got scared because whenever i talk to my classmates and he saw me, he& #39;ll either grab me by my arm and say harsh things on me

So i was always alone, i never made friends with my classmates because he& #39;s always keeping an eye on me even tho we& #39;re not in the same class

So there was this school musical play and my group mates said that i should be the lead character since i was good in singing (even tho I& #39;m really not), at first i rejected it because there& #39;s a guy partner

But they convinced me to take it & #39;coz no one else will. So i took it and told them to hide it from HIM because of our & #39;situation& #39;. But he found out about that

He saw me dancing with my partner on a school play and he was so mad. When he waited for me to finish our practice, he cursed me and threatened me to drop the role.

But i didn& #39;t, me and my group mates had a huge progress on it and i can& #39;t just drop the role. So going back to the story

One morning he chatted me saying:

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="♂️" title="Männliches Zeichen" aria-label="Emoji: Männliches Zeichen">"Punta ka sa cr sa *** building"

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="♀️" title="Weibliches Zeichen" aria-label="Emoji: Weibliches Zeichen">"bakit? Madilim dun e"

(I don& #39;t have a screenshot because i deleted it when we broke up)

So i went there and he was inside the comfort room. He pushed me and kissed me without my consent. When I& #39;m trying to stop him, he held both of my wrist which he can hold it with one hand bec he got those big hands. So he started to undress me and he told me to stay quiet

I cried but he didn& #39;t saw my tears because it was dark. When i was naked, he started to do IT. (I won& #39;t go into details because he obviously forced me to do it and you know what i mean.)

I was not in the mood that day to talk to anyone. So i talked to him during our lunch break and he promised me that he& #39;ll never do it again. So, i believed and trusted him.

On our 10th grade, he was still continues to touch me. I never talked abt this to anyone including my friends. One Wednesday morning he said that we will go to his house to watch a movie since i really like watching movies.

So right after we got dismissed, we went straight to his house. And he& #39;s right, no one was there except me and him. So at first we really watched a movie

But hours has passed and his hands are touching me, again. Too make it short, he did IT again, with force. I did not tell my family about this because they might send him to jail or smthing

So i just shut my mouth even tho he raped me for the second time. TAKE NOTE! I WAS ALWAYS WEARING MY UNIFORM WHEN HE& #39;S DOING THAT TO ME. MY SKIRT IS 3 OR 4 INCHES BELOW MY KNEES BECAUSE IT WAS THE REQUIRED MEASUREMENT IN OUR SCHOOL.

So months has passed but he still keeps on touching me. When our friend told us that we& #39;ll go (4 of us) to my friends house and we& #39;ll drink, we never hesitated to say no because she& #39;s our friend (like a sister to me)

When we we& #39;re drinking, my sister and my friend went to the living room and watched some movies while they left us inside my friend& #39;s room.

And he did IT again. He made me drunk a little (maybe tipsy?), and he did it. I was too weak back then and he wasn& #39;t.

I woke up feeling sore and it hurts down there. My friend and my sister never knew abt this. I never told them

When we fight, he either holds my arm tightly til it gets a bruise, shouts at me, pushes me when i don& #39;t want to move from my seat, he even threatened me when he got jealous with my boy bestfriend and that& #39;s the reason why i avoided my bestfriend for 3 years.

When we we& #39;re in 11th grade, i felt like he& #39;s being too much. He doesn& #39;t want me to talk to my guy friends, to go out and have fun with my friends, and to wear my own choices of clothes.

So we broke up by December and i was the one who ended it because there was never a day that we will not fight and my friend notices that too

He even made me cry inside of my classroom because he said that he broke up with me but on the afternoon he went to my room and said sorry. SYKE!

So when we broke up, 2 days after he went to my house without me knowing it. He said that he& #39;ll win me back

He courted me for 2 months (?), and i rejected him and said that i can only offer friendship. He somehow accepted it. But i thought wrong

When there& #39;s this guy came and let& #39;s call him J. He courted me and after 1 or 2 weeks, i already said yes. And when my ex knew abt it, he chatted my bf and this is what he said

He used a dummy account and sent our pics to my bf. I knew that it was him because the pics that he sent are not posted on any of our socmed accounts.

(i didn& #39;t show the pics for anonymity purposes)

Back when he was still courting me, one of my friends on the floor where his room was located saw him together with a girl. They are sweet and they look like a couple.

And one of my friend said that the girl leans on his shoulder, they are always together, sweet, tickling each other.

BUT HE SAID BACK THEN THAT I SHOULD BE AVOIDING MY GUY FRIENDS. HA!

So to make this long story short, he raped me and silenced me for 2 years. He even makes his own story to his friends rn and maybe flipped the story. But boy, being a cheater and a liar was never in my blood, BUT IT WAS YOURS.

#NoToRapeCulture
#LearnedMyLesson

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