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last year on my birthday, i was abused and traumatised by my stepdad. and now, this year, i may not be allowed to celebrate my birthday because my stepdad won't compromise so i can come home without him being there.
last year on my birthday, i was abused and traumatised by my stepdad. and now, this year, i may not be allowed to celebrate my birthday because my stepdad won't compromise so i can come home without him being there.
i am fairly sure my mother now blames me for everything. and i'm just so tired of pretending and keeping my abuse and mental health in the dark. i am so miserable and it gets worse everyday. i haven't seen my family in nearly 8 months because of my abuser, and all i wanted-
-was to go home for a week to celebrate with my family and my pets. but i cant even do that. i feel like i'm not even allowed to feel joy anymore. and with my friends ignoring me when i'm crying out for help or just some form of contact, my health only further deteriorates.
of course i understand people have their own lives, as vulnerable i am now, i just need any words of encouragement. i feel like i'm about to lose my family, my only support and my livelihood. i am numb and i'm so close to giving up.
at the moment i'm barely coping. i am only getting through the day by consuming tons of dragon age media to just distract myself. but i cant sleep anymore, i cant motivate myself to draw outside of paid work.
i don't know what i meant by making this thread. i would just appreciate words of encouragement, to believe that i mean something to anyone. i dont want to be forgotten just because my family don't want a broken child anymore
