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last year on my birthday, i was abused and traumatised by my stepdad. and now, this year, i may not be allowed to celebrate my birthday because my stepdad won& #39;t compromise so i can come home without him being there.
last year on my birthday, i was abused and traumatised by my stepdad. and now, this year, i may not be allowed to celebrate my birthday because my stepdad won& #39;t compromise so i can come home without him being there.
i am fairly sure my mother now blames me for everything. and i& #39;m just so tired of pretending and keeping my abuse and mental health in the dark. i am so miserable and it gets worse everyday. i haven& #39;t seen my family in nearly 8 months because of my abuser, and all i wanted-
-was to go home for a week to celebrate with my family and my pets. but i cant even do that. i feel like i& #39;m not even allowed to feel joy anymore. and with my friends ignoring me when i& #39;m crying out for help or just some form of contact, my health only further deteriorates.
of course i understand people have their own lives, as vulnerable i am now, i just need any words of encouragement. i feel like i& #39;m about to lose my family, my only support and my livelihood. i am numb and i& #39;m so close to giving up.
at the moment i& #39;m barely coping. i am only getting through the day by consuming tons of dragon age media to just distract myself. but i cant sleep anymore, i cant motivate myself to draw outside of paid work.
