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I'm feel so defeated and depressed... I badly want to start this YouTube video game channel. I have had setback after setback and everytime I think I have gotten everything resolved, a new problem comes up. I have tried to start making video content since March with no luck...
Whether it has been an environment around me that made it difficult to record (which I solved), computer that is not capable to handle the video editing software (which I solved), extended time waiting for recording equipment (which I have now)...
And the past two days resulted in the weather knocking the power on and off and tonight I recorded a great video only for the hard drive in the computer being full, corrupting the webcam video (FILMORA IS A PIECE OF SHIT!) It is like a higher power doesn't want me to pursue this
I have waited for too long. I want to get this channel off the ground, have fun with it and entertain people, but just making the first video is stressful and really depressing me...
Do I expect anyone to even read this thread, of course not. Do I expect any help, of course not. Do I expect people to watch the channel once I can finally create and finish videos, of course not. All that said I really hope people do watch and enjoy the content...
That is if shit finally starts to work for me and I can finally find some good luck in life for a change.
