I’d be lying if I said this year hasn’t been fucked. I try really hard to not complain but fuck it. I lost my job I loved, then right after that I lost my sister to this covid bullshit. We already had a strained relationship and now we can never fix that. The only thing

Keeping me going is knowing I can go skate. I also have the greatest friends I could’ve hoped for. But fuck dude, shits fucking hard sometimes. Some days I can’t even leave my bed, but it’s gets easier. Im going to become the person I know I am. Fuck dude.

I don’t want sympathy, I just needed to get some shit off my chest real quick. Love y’all. Probs will delete this thread in a minute. But it helped