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hi guys!! since the old me is coming back, i would guys like you to fave this tweet so that everytime i feel the urge to hit my head or punch the wall, i would just thank you for caring abt me<3

okay so basically when things go worse which is i fuck things up, i panic and dont know what to do. negative things always run on my mind and sometimes i'm out of my own me. breaking down is really hard for me, i cant even cry freely so my chest is always heavy and ill just ++

push the wall with difficulty and when i really really hate me i punch or hit my head to it. for me to calm i just talk to my stuffy named white (whoever gave me this thanks bc he's a real big impact) and do things like high five with him, talk if he okay sleeping w me and ++

i laugh w no reason just to feel like happy or to feel that the happenings earlier was a joke. i always feel lonely even tho ppl r saying "we're here for u" like that like that i just kinda ignore it bc i dont even remember em when i cry. i just always think of myself, ++

i think of me bc i just wanted to be happy and free. i know im not hitting ppls expectations abt me and im sorry for that. im sorry im lazy im sorry im not doing well in things. i just want to be normal. i want to be h a p p y. okay dramas over go back to yo businesses im thirsty

writing this thread made me feel better wtf