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๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฏ๐๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง: ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐๐๐ 
"๐ฐ๐จ๐ค๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐๐ฅ ๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐ฆ
๐๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐, ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ?" - the song is heartbreaking right from the start and a lot of people found humour in this line because of him talking about masturbation +
๐๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐, ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ?" - the song is heartbreaking right from the start and a lot of people found humour in this line because of him talking about masturbation +
however, this line is so sad when you start to think about it. H was so used to constantly being around this person and associated his pleasure with them and so when they're no longer there and he is on his own, he no longer finds pleasure in it and is left feeling lonely
this is then followed by him talking about going to sleep and getting drunk which shows that he's doing anything he can to try and forget about them and feel okay but it ends up making him feel worse and he's aware that it's not a good coping mechanism
"๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ญ๐๐" - in most relationships, after they end both partners cut off contact and no longer speak. H is implying that he would rather have a tense conversation or an argument with this person than +
carry on pretending that they don't know eachother and that nothing ever happened between them. he's sick of staying silent just to keep them happy and comfortable
"๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ค?" - H is constantly feeling weak and reaching out to this person in hopes of rekindling the relationship but this person never calls back or talks to him +
because they're doing okay and moving on and being happy without him whilst H is struggling and doing anything to get them back or at least just hear their voice
"๐ข ๐ฌ๐๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค, ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ข๐ง๐" - H is desperate to know how they're doing but knows that he can't call so he's started relying on other people +
because he needs to know if they're feeling as broken as he is, when H sings lower notes on the "he said you feel just fine" it shows how disappointed he is that they don't miss him and are moving on just fine without him
"๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐" - H had fallen into a sense of normality with this person and began to take little things like a borrowed tshirt for granted but he is now realising that he wasn't this persons one and only +
and is easily being replaced by someone else and they're now doing all these things he took for granted. this line hurts a lot because it highlights him being jealous and bitter despite having no valid reason to be +
this is shown again when he says that the look is all over his face, to me this suggests that the man is smug and knows that he now has the person harry wants the most and there's nothing he can do about it
"๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐๐ฒ?" - to me this line implies that H and the person never ended on clear terms and he has no clarity as to why they ended. this is making it harder for H +
to move on and find someone new and all he wants is peace of mind and closure as to what he could've possibly done for them to end like this
"๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ๐จ, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐๐จ" - this whole section builds as it progresses which implies him gaining hope that they'll reach out +
but then it all stops and falls back down when he says 'but you, you never do' which shows that he's been hit with the reality that they're never coming back to him and they've moved on and are happy
"๐ฐ๐จ๐ค๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐๐ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐ข ๐๐ฅ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ง๐๐ฆ๐" - H is aware that he can't get this person back but craves the feeling of being with them so he goes out of his way for the next best thing +
he is using this as a security blanket as he can imagine that he is back with the person he wants and loves but as he goes out to say their name he is reminded that it isn't really them and he's just imagining that it is
overall, the song talks about the feeling after a breakup where you feel as though you were more in love with the person than they were and you can't help but feel like it wasn't genuine because if they loved you, how could they move on so fast?
it shows the desperation you feel fresh after a breakup where all you want to do is reach out and speak to them and tell them things like you used to but you know that you can't because there's now a wall between you and you're not what you used to be
- end of thread, i might have missed a couple of points but i was just kind of rambling as it came into my head -
obviously anything i say is just MY view of it, i don't actually 100% know what the song is about
