tw: rape/harassment

i kept silent all these years as i have no proof to provide, but my words and the trauma they left me with. but it’s time, and it’s here.

i was quiet for a long time as i had nobody. iwas scared that no one would listen, that no one would believe that these actually happened to me. people regarded me as malandi and a pokpok, i was drunk most of the time.

i was coerced, i was harassed, i was raped. i kept quiet as most of these people were there for me when i had no one else, and it made me feel like i owed them something. so i kept these to myself for years. saying yes while drunk is not consent, and there were no consents given.