Crush said he’s picking me up at 3. I didn’t even start getting ready yet https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙂" title="Leicht lächelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Leicht lächelndes Gesicht">

Update, he wasn’t done at 3 either. So he said he’ll come at 4. He came just after 4 but I was taking the washing off. This man keeps on giving me Ws.

Had a good night anyways, he was funny, attentive, helpful, introductory, patient and we had a good time. Marriage soon come.

I dunno I lost sm sleep last night about this because I had to meet ALL his friends last night and I felt under sm pressure not only cos I was scared of Rona but bec that was so stressful. I feel so kak for being shy and awkward auj, what if they don’t like me now?

I’m only tripping on this bec I had a crush on this boy since 2014 and he tried to talk to me like sometime last year and this year but I was in a relationship and this year I was trying to figure shit out so I ignored him.

Basically I really like this boy a lot. Don’t wanna fuck it up. Bec of his friends’ first impressions of me. What if that was a test for me? I feel really nervy about this. Lmao

And in conclusion, I posted a semi of me on my finsta and in a “Only Share With...” story on my WA and mans asked if I like posting my nudes on my socials. I chuckled bec they’re not nudes, and he hasn’t responded to me since. I guess our kiss meant nothing and it’s over now lol.

For clarification purposes, he didn’t respond since 6:23pm yesterday https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙂" title="Leicht lächelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Leicht lächelndes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤝" title="Handschlag" aria-label="Emoji: Handschlag"> never have I ever felt this idiotic in my life to think HE would actually be interested in ugly old me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙂" title="Leicht lächelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Leicht lächelndes Gesicht"> Safe this thread is now done