An annoying bug in my life is that I have exactly zero ambition. https://twitter.com/wizaj/status/1283836101019480067

I know how to cosplay ambition anyway, from watching ambitious people. I think the reason I'm not ambitious is because I don't care much for outward-facing goals: degrees, awards, dem milestones.

The things I require in life are stupid cheap, word to Jon Bellion.

And, unfortunately, I already have everything I want.

You aren't supposed to say that I know. I'm disgustingly content

Sometimes I'm anxious that people can tell. I have little urgency or intensity about anything. I could take or leave most things.

I'm actually rather disturbed by intense people who are always plotting their next life move.

But I do try to go through the motions of ambition. Pretending to be future-focused, on my 'grind' (hahaha), working on a masterplan to accomplish one thing one thing.

Bro. I'm just...fine.