Thinking about all the times my Autistic hyperfocus caused me to hyper focus on Religion as a kid and i tried to convert to Judaism until the Rabbi got stressed with all my annoying questions and dismissed me. Fun times

Then i honed in on Mormons in Stockholm and actually got baptised at 14...annoyed them until i was yet again dismissed. Asked some pretty “effed” up questions about John.

Then i tried to join the Bahai faith, even joined their youth counsel and prayed to visit Haifa someday. That one fizzled out after 12 months. I still like the teacjings of Abdu'l-Bahá though.

Then it was Buddhism/Taoism until i realised it wasnt quite a religion but a state of mind. I did however manage to annoy a few with my endless questions there too.

And i finally returned to Islam, seems like the only religion that truly speaks to me on a deeper level. Where i can actually answer many of my own musings. And i am pretty sure my Imam blocked my number. Too many “questions yet again”

Glad i didnt end up in a Cult on my quest for religion. I still dont get how i avoided the Jehovahs witnesses because of all the religions above they tried to recruit me the hardest. They stuck around patiently listening to my questions. I avoided them the most though