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since i use my twitter as more of a diary, i’m gonna create a new thread of random memories i recall throughout my days. i’m listening to some sad songs while reading my senior speech form high school. laughing and crying at the same time. memories are so precious 
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i wrote about when i fell asleep during one of my childhood birthday parties after crying when a boy stole the only red balloon from me since red was/is my favorite color. how silly of me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß"> he was my crush, but i guess i liked the red balloon more than i liked him LOL.
LOL. i also wrote about how i slipped and fell into mud just minutes after my 7th grade crush hugged me for the first time. ah the memory still so clear in my head https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen"> this really is one of those moments to look back on and laugh at. i love it, though i hated it back then hahah
ten years ago, for a sophomore year essay, we had to write a “How-to” paper. I remember struggling to find a topic and ended up choosing a topic my teacher never expected or heard of in her years of teaching. “How to be kind to someone” / “how to create an act of kindness” https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😌" title="Erleichtertes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Erleichtertes Gesicht">
I FORGOT ABOUT THIS THREAD! lol but good thing i remembered because now i’m looking through my pictures so i can make space on my phone. and i see pics of post it memories i wrote back in 2012. i found them while cleaning my room. they were silly https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen"> but such precious memories https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💗" title="Wachsendes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Wachsendes Herz">
so my first sem of college, i somehow befriended some japanese guys. and i swear, looking back, i think one of them had a crush on me but then i had a crush on his friend... https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß"> my best friend and i used to give code names to boys i like do that we could talk about them anywhere
so for codenames, the guy who liked me was superhero for some reason? and the guy i liked was jaws (cause when i met him, his jaws were hurting from getting his wisdom tooth pulled out). i swear he was funnier than i wrote about https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">
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I CRINGE AT THESE MEMORIES LOL wth 18yo me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen"> and i remember when superhero wanted to wait with me while i waited for my mom to pick me up after class. so he brought me to this empty room on campus, and we just talked about me because he wanted to know more about me
and i remember when superhero wanted to wait with me while i waited for my mom to pick me up after class. so he brought me to this empty room on campus, and we just talked about me because he wanted to know more about me" title="I CRINGE AT THESE MEMORIES LOL wth 18yo me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen"> and i remember when superhero wanted to wait with me while i waited for my mom to pick me up after class. so he brought me to this empty room on campus, and we just talked about me because he wanted to know more about me">
and i remember when superhero wanted to wait with me while i waited for my mom to pick me up after class. so he brought me to this empty room on campus, and we just talked about me because he wanted to know more about me" title="I CRINGE AT THESE MEMORIES LOL wth 18yo me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen"> and i remember when superhero wanted to wait with me while i waited for my mom to pick me up after class. so he brought me to this empty room on campus, and we just talked about me because he wanted to know more about me">
i honestly liked him a lot, but more platonically. he would cheer me on a lot to pass my driving test and said i would be a great nurse! lol he asked me if i would take care of him if he broke his arm one day https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen"> oh and this guy was 24? 23? i can’t remember but he was years older
he introduced me to all his friends excitedly, even his roommate lol. but i just really liked his friend jaws because he was really tall and a lot older (i think 25?) and i had such a big thing for older guys back then. honestly, idk what else i knew about him. but i liked him https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">
these japanese guys gave me such interesting memories hahahah. superhero liked that i knew some japanese so i could translate for him when he didn’t know the english word. (he was an international student) jaws is technically chinese but learned japanese and joined their group
it’s 5am but i can’t wait for my friend to wake up so i can ask her about whether she remembers them https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen"> my friend LOVES talking about my past crushes. she remembers more about them than i even do https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😝" title="Squinting face with tongue" aria-label="Emoji: Squinting face with tongue"> my pain was her source of entertainment back then hahahaha
