but like actually real life does suck
like a lot
everyday i just realize more and more how much more fun all the scenarios that play out in my head are compared to the ones happening in real life

its hard to get a boyfriend
in my head its not
its hard to make friends
in my head its not
it hard to get money
in my head its not
its hard to look how you want to look
in my head its not

why would i live in reality when everything else is so much better equipped to make me happy
i dont want to work a 9-5 for 30 years just to retire at 60 and not have anything to do

i want to do stuff NOW
i want so much that cant happen because the the government, world, or the laws of nature just wont allow me to

i hate reality
i want to live in my world
where i can make my own reality
with my own rules
where i can express myself how i want
where i can bring anyone i want
where i can interact however i want
where i can move however i want

im stuck in my flesh sack on a dirty rock

and that makes me sad