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γthis will be my a little life breakdown thread. the book is too heavy and long thatβs why iβve decided to read it at a leisurely pace. if you see this, just ignore me. im annoying. i know. thank uγ
γthis will be my a little life breakdown thread. the book is too heavy and long thatβs why iβve decided to read it at a leisurely pace. if you see this, just ignore me. im annoying. i know. thank uγ
im going to read this today. i love me some pain 
good fucking lord im not mentally ready for this
WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF CJSNXJSNSNWWWWOOOOOO TANGINAAAAA NIYOOOONGGNLAHAAAAATTTTTTR CJSNJDDNSJDNSJDNSJNDSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNNS
OH MY GOD JUDE MY LOVE 
this book is too powerful. thank god this exists. i am in pain but its okay. this is a good kind of pain. i love this.
my love, who hurt you :(((((((
JUDE, MY PRECIOUS JUDE I WANT TO PROTECT YOU FROM THE WORLD!!!! 
MY LOVE JUDE OH MY GOD MY PRECIOUS BOI I LOVE YOU. THE WORLD IS TOO CRUEL FOR YOU, MY LOVE. I HOPE I CAN PROTECT YOU FROM EVERYTHING :((
thereβs something about judeβs character that can be very very personal. oh my god his suffering is too much. if only i could hug him so tight.
oh my god
JUST BAKE ME INTO A FUCKING CAKE ALREADY OH MY GOD MY PRECIOUS JUDE PLEASE YOU DONT DESERVE ANY OF THEM
my precious jude hay you deserve so so much better.
i miss jude so weβre doing this again. hold on to your tissues children, weβre about to enter the war frontlines
WHAT THE FUCK JUDEWILLEM JUDEWILLEM JUDEWILLEM
EVERYONE!!! JOIN ME AS I CRY OVER A LITTLE LIFE PLS THIS IS AN ORDER !!!!
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS HANYA. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO COME FOR MY FEAR OF ABANDONMENT 
BOOKTWT READ THIS, I CANT SUFFER ALONE
BOOKTWT READ THIS, I CANT SUFFER ALONE
wait what the fuck was that. I AM DEVASTATED 
HAROLD AND JULIA,, A WORDING JUDE ,,, PLS IM CRYING PLS THIS CHAPTER ,,, IM CRYING ,,, I JUST WANT JUDE TO BE HAPPY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD GIVE HIM HAPPINESS PLS IM BEGGING MY HEART IS HURT
I WOULD TRADE MY HAPPINESS FOR JUDE PLS I JUST WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY ITS ALL I ASK FOR I CANT STOP CRYING I HATE IT HERE IM NOT EVEN AT THE HEARTBREAKING PART 
I CANT STOP CRYING I HATE IT HERE IM NOT EVEN AT THE HEARTBREAKING PART
MANIFESTING HAPPY JUDE ST. FRANCIS
JUDE JUDE JUDE JUDE JUDE MY PRECIOUS JUDE I LOVE YOU 
JUDEWILLEM WHAT THE FUCK INVESTED COMPANIONSHIP EXACTLY MY BEST BOIS I LOVE YOU TWO SO MUCH 
INVENTED* IM SORRY ITS TWO AM HERE
EVERYONE REPEAT AFTER ME
HAPPY JUDE IS THE BEST JUDE. PROTECT JUDE AT ALL COSTS. GIVE JUDE ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD. JUDE JUDE JUDE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
HAPPY JUDE IS THE BEST JUDE. PROTECT JUDE AT ALL COSTS. GIVE JUDE ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD. JUDE JUDE JUDE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
βJust this once, he implores whoever in the world is responsible for punishing him for his bad behavior. Let me celebrate this thing that has happened to me just this once.β
NOOO BABY YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY. I WILL FIGHT LIFE FOR YOU I HATE IT HERE
NOOO BABY YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY. I WILL FIGHT LIFE FOR YOU I HATE IT HERE
βHis face hurts from smiling.β
WELL THEN FUCK IT. I JUST KNOW HANYA WILL LET HIM SUFFER AFTER THIS LITTLE MOMENT OF SHEER HAPPINESS. I!!! JUST!! WANT!!! HIM!!! TO!!! BE!!! HAPPY!!! I HATE YOU LIFE.
WELL THEN FUCK IT. I JUST KNOW HANYA WILL LET HIM SUFFER AFTER THIS LITTLE MOMENT OF SHEER HAPPINESS. I!!! JUST!! WANT!!! HIM!!! TO!!! BE!!! HAPPY!!! I HATE YOU LIFE.
I JUST KNOW THAT I WILL BE IN THIS JUDE ST. FRANCIS SHIT MY WHOLE LIFE. PLS DONT K!LL HIM ISTG I WOULD LOSE MY SANITY
JUDE BABY I WILL STAY UP UNTIL 11:11 EVERY SINGLE DAY JUST TO WISH FOR YOUR HAPPINESS !!!!!
lovers???!?!?! lOVERS?!!!?!?? Lovers??!!!?!! LoVErS?!!!?????????
lOVERS?!!!?!?? Lovers??!!!?!! LoVErS?!!!?????????
βA week later, his giddiness has mellowed into something else: a contentment, a stillnessβ
joke i know asking for happiness is a bit too much ,,, all i want now is this... i just want him to feel contentment
joke i know asking for happiness is a bit too much ,,, all i want now is this... i just want him to feel contentment
maybe reading this at 2 am isnβt the best decision because mom im crying here 
THATS IT FOR TODAY YALL I NEED TO PREPARE FOR THIS 
CJDNDJDJJDJDDJDJDJ
CJDNDJDJJDJDDJDJDJ
GOOD MORNING!!!! HEAD EMPTY!!! THOUGHTS ONLY JUDE JUDE JUDE JUDE JUDE JUDE
WHY IS EVERYONE IN THE A LITTLE LIFE FANDOM HAS A CUTE USERNAME???? DEARCOMRADE??? homewasjude???? HOW??? PLS GIVE ME SOME CUTE ONES XJDNJEJEJDJDJDDJDJ
NOW THIS IS SELF CARE
JUDEEE WTF NOOOO??!!?!?? I WILL TRADE MY OWN HAPPINESS FOR YOU?!!!?!?????
oh to have a friendship like judewillem
11:11 JUDEβS HAPPINESS
I CANT WAIT TO READ THE HAPPY YEARS OH MY GOD PLS LET IT BE JUDE LIVING HIS BEST LIFE !!!!
muting isnt enough
JB
aha
JB????? WHAT THE HECK NO???? WILLEM???????? JUDE???????? WHHHYYYYY???!!!??$~$|*~{${$β¬{β¬{β¬{β¬β¬{$}$~$~~β¬~$~$$|$|$
you ever read a book that hurt you so bad that it makes you close your eyes and take a deep, heavy sigh bcs Hanya,,,, WHAT THE HELL
βYou had something special.β
WHAT THE FREAK HAROLD
WHAT THE FREAK HAROLD
why do i do this to myself......
WHAT THEFKDNDJDJJDDJDJJDDJJD THIS IS SI WHOLESOME OH MY GOD JUDEWILLEM IN MY MIND 24/7
DAMNIT WHY IS WILLEM LIKE THIS CJDNDNDNDDNDJDJDJ PLS HEβS SO PRECIOUS
βIβm lonelyβ
NO ONE TALK TO ME ISTG I HATE LIFE SO MUCH MY MAN DOESNT DESERVE THIS PLS
NO ONE TALK TO ME ISTG I HATE LIFE SO MUCH MY MAN DOESNT DESERVE THIS PLS
JUDE PLS LET ME BE LONELY WITH YOU
CALEB WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT I AM READY TO FIGHT
and thats on my fear of abandonment
NO OME TALK TO ME PLS THIS BOOK IS MAKING ME SO EMOTIONAL I CANT ANYMORE CJNDDJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJSJ
βwhen you look like i do, you have to take what you can getβ
I DIDNT KNOW A SINGLE SENTENCE CAN MAKE ME CRY THIS HARD WTF I HATE LIFE I HATE LIFE I HATE EVERYONE WHO MADE JUDE THINK THIS WAY I HATE HATS HATE YALL
I DIDNT KNOW A SINGLE SENTENCE CAN MAKE ME CRY THIS HARD WTF I HATE LIFE I HATE LIFE I HATE EVERYONE WHO MADE JUDE THINK THIS WAY I HATE HATS HATE YALL
NO OTHER BOOK HAS MADE ME CRY THIS HARD AND IM NOT EVEN HALFWAY THROUGH IT. PLS IM BEGGING YALL TO PREPARE YOURSELF IF YOU EVER WANT TO READ IT AND PLS PLS KNOW THAT ITS SO TRIGGERING SO CHECK TWS AND IF YOU THINK YOU CANT HANDLE IT, PLS DONT READ CJDNDJDDJJD :((((
βAt the front door, he tried to get rid of Willem, but Willem wouldnβt leave. βI want to be alone,β he told him.
βI understand,β Willem said. βWeβll be alone togetherβ
&;;&<β¬}β¬{*{NOBODY MOVE I AM AM EMOTIOANL WRECKNCSNJDSJJDJJDJJDJDEJDJEJFJEJDJE
βI understand,β Willem said. βWeβll be alone togetherβ
&;;&<β¬}β¬{*{NOBODY MOVE I AM AM EMOTIOANL WRECKNCSNJDSJJDJJDJJDJDEJDJEJFJEJDJE
I UNDERSTAND???!!!!^}*{*{*}* WEβLL BE ALONE TOGETHER???!!!!!/&&;&;&<*}β¬}*{*{*{{*28283838&::&&/&
WHAT THE FUCK PLS NOOOOO JUDE WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU WILL LIVE A LOOONNGGGGGG LIFE???!!!:&:Β₯;Β₯:Β₯:Β₯:Β₯:Β₯:Β₯:Β₯{^{*{*{*
βAt night, he prayed to a god he didnβt believe in, and hadnβt for years: Help me, help me, help me, he pleaded. He was losing himself; this had to stop. He couldnβt keep running forever.β
i cant do this anymore :(((( i am in pain :((( i cant stop@crying :((((
i cant do this anymore :(((( i am in pain :((( i cant stop@crying :((((
he couldnβt keep running forever
i will fight the universe for u jude istg i am so mad
couldnβt keep running forever i will fight the universe for u jude istg i am so mad
pls why does it hurt do much :(((((((((((( indont even have the energy anymore :(((
βHe was releasing them β he loved them most of all, and this was what you did for people you loved: you gave them their freedomβ
OH MY GOD JUDW NO PLS
OH MY GOD JUDW NO PLS
WHEN I TELL YOU I LET OUT A YELL OF PAIN WHEN I SCROLLED THROUGH THIS AHA NO I AM NOT READY AND I WILL NEVER BE. THIS IS IT FOLKS. THIS IS WHERE I LOSE A PIECE OF ME
IF I DONT CONTINUE READING THIS, JUDE WILL BE ALIVE RIGHT???? HE WILL LIVE A LONG LIFE WITH WILLEM AND HAROLD AND JULIA AND ANDY RIGHT??? MIGJT AS WELL THROW THIS CHAPTER TO HELL OF SMTH
JUDE LAUGHING IS AN INSTANT SEROTONIN BOOST AAAAA PLS BE HAPPY MY LOVE JCNDDJJDJ
no but you dont know how this scene makes me so happy and emotional at the same time JXNSJDSJJDD aaaaaa my beloved jude
NOBODY TALK TO ME WILLEM AND I ARE HAVING JUDE SOFT HOURS PLS CNDDNNDDJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJ AAAAAAAAAAA
JUDEWILLEM???? JUDEWILLEM??!!!! JUDEWILLEM????..,&:!&,βdmdksdjdjJDNDDJ;&3Β₯:&;&384838;83884848484848484848
βThat night, he lay awake on the bedroom sofa, watching Jude sleep. How easy would it be, he thought, to simply climb into bed next to him and fall asleep himself?β
NOBODY TOUCH ME IM EMOCODNDJDJDJDJDJSJSJSJSJSJSDJSJSJSJSJSJSJSJ:&:&:&~$|β¬{*~*{*}*}*{*{~${$^{*}*}}*$~${^^{
NOBODY TOUCH ME IM EMOCODNDJDJDJDJDJSJSJSJSJSJSDJSJSJSJSJSJSJSJ:&:&:&~$|β¬{*~*{*}*}*{*{~${$^{*}*}}*$~${^^{
βThey were both silent. βSo if I do it, I should do so thinking itβs going to be forever,β he told Andy, and Andy looked at him for a few seconds and then smiled.
βWell,β Andy said, βthere are worse life sentences.β
βTrue,β he said.β
I WOULD SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE WITH JUDE TOO NGL
βWell,β Andy said, βthere are worse life sentences.β
βTrue,β he said.β
I WOULD SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE WITH JUDE TOO NGL
HE WAS HOME?????? AND HOME WAS JUDEEEE?????? WTF FJDNDJDJDJJdjXJDNDJDJ~*{β¬~β¬{*}*}}**};&3&;&~β¬{β¬*{*%}{Β£]*}}*}β¬~β¬~β¬β¬~β¬;&:&:&3&48&;&;&3&3&3&~β¬{β¬}β¬{β¬}β¬}β¬β¬}β¬#β¬#β¬#β¬#*#*{{{]]]
![HE WAS HOME?????? AND HOME WAS JUDEEEE?????? WTF FJDNDJDJDJJdjXJDNDJDJ~*{β¬~β¬{*}*}}**};&3&;&~β¬{β¬*{*%}{Β£]*}}*}β¬~β¬~β¬β¬~β¬;&:&:&3&48&;&;&3&3&3&~β¬{β¬}β¬{β¬}β¬}β¬β¬}β¬#β¬#β¬#β¬#*#*{{{]]]](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EiW-eVHU8AEbO5L.jpg "HE WAS HOME?????? AND HOME WAS JUDEEEE?????? WTF FJDNDJDJDJJdjXJDNDJDJ~*{β¬~β¬{*}*}}**};&3&;&~β¬{β¬*{*%}{Β£]*}}*}β¬~β¬~β¬β¬~β¬;&:&:&3&48&;&;&3&3&3&~β¬{β¬}β¬{β¬}β¬}β¬β¬}β¬#β¬#β¬#β¬#*#*{{{]]]")
![HE WAS HOME?????? AND HOME WAS JUDEEEE?????? WTF FJDNDJDJDJJdjXJDNDJDJ~*{β¬~β¬{*}*}}**};&3&;&~β¬{β¬*{*%}{Β£]*}}*}β¬~β¬~β¬β¬~β¬;&:&:&3&48&;&;&3&3&3&~β¬{β¬}β¬{β¬}β¬}β¬β¬}β¬#β¬#β¬#β¬#*#*{{{]]]](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EiW-eVPVkAEJ0jp.jpg "HE WAS HOME?????? AND HOME WAS JUDEEEE?????? WTF FJDNDJDJDJJdjXJDNDJDJ~*{β¬~β¬{*}*}}**};&3&;&~β¬{β¬*{*%}{Β£]*}}*}β¬~β¬~β¬β¬~β¬;&:&:&3&48&;&;&3&3&3&~β¬{β¬}β¬{β¬}β¬}β¬β¬}β¬#β¬#β¬#β¬#*#*{{{]]]")
![HE WAS HOME?????? AND HOME WAS JUDEEEE?????? WTF FJDNDJDJDJJdjXJDNDJDJ~*{β¬~β¬{*}*}}**};&3&;&~β¬{β¬*{*%}{Β£]*}}*}β¬~β¬~β¬β¬~β¬;&:&:&3&48&;&;&3&3&3&~β¬{β¬}β¬{β¬}β¬}β¬β¬}β¬#β¬#β¬#β¬#*#*{{{]]]](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EiW-eVYU0AQzZac.jpg "HE WAS HOME?????? AND HOME WAS JUDEEEE?????? WTF FJDNDJDJDJJdjXJDNDJDJ~*{β¬~β¬{*}*}}**};&3&;&~β¬{β¬*{*%}{Β£]*}}*}β¬~β¬~β¬β¬~β¬;&:&:&3&48&;&;&3&3&3&~β¬{β¬}β¬{β¬}β¬}β¬β¬}β¬#β¬#β¬#β¬#*#*{{{]]]")
HE WAS HOOOMEEE???!!!!;&:&&; AMD HOME WAS NUDE??????????&:&:&:&:&:&3&3:&:&;&;&;&(&(&
WAIT NO,,, JUDE!!!! IcnsdjdjdjJDJDDJDJJDDJJDDJJDDJ
HE WAS HOME AND HOME WAS JUDE?!?&&;&:&&:& ......WHAT WAS THERE TO FEAR???Β₯&;&:&;*~β¬|β¬~~β¬|*{*|*{β¬
HOMMMMEEEEEEEE
gonna continue now for shits and giggles aha if you catch me losing it on tl ,, kindly look away
IMAGINE GIVING UP COFFEE????? FOR YOUR BELOVED??? JUDEWILLEM?????? JUDEWILLEM.
PLS I WANT A LOVE THAT IS EASY AND NATURAL AND SPONTANEOUS TOO ??!!&!??!!!:Β₯:Β₯:Β₯β¬,β¬{|β¬{β¬{*}*}*}*~~*β¬\\β¬\\!!??!!!
OH MY GOD THEYβRE SO CLINGY????? PLS???? I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE?????!!!&:&:&:;&&;~*{β¬*}*}*{~β¬<<><$Β₯.Β₯:Β₯/Β₯:Β₯:&;;8488338388:&:&:&://
THIS BOOK CAN EITHER MAKE ME THE HAPPIIIEEEDSSSTTT HUMAN BEING ON EARTH OR THE SADDESSSTTT GOOD LORD THE ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS IS EXHAUSTING
