#Dabihawks #MarriedAUArranged
Touya was arranged married to Hawks..he was just 23. His dad sort of used him to keep to some big hero connections and it was his luck that Hawks is all in all a very good and sweet guy and he did grow to love him and raise 3 children with him

But well coming to realise that his entire life is just resulted to being an the hubby of the number hero and raising 3 chicks. He loves his kids he does. But he is counting down the minutes for the clock to hit noon so he can drink a glass of wine.

He has a degree in journalism he couldn't even get to use because he got married right after graduating and the whole idea of being his own man and standing up for what he believes just...faded..over the years. First year was dedicated to falling in love with Hawks.

And then the first egg came....and then second came....and there was a third. And now there are three kids that need 24/7 supervision. And his husband is constantly working. When the clock hits 12 he grabs his the wine bottle and pours himself a big glass

Then he hears the door open and he drops the glass in the sink and Hawks looks at him like "were you drinking....it is noon?"
"...No."
"Are you okay?" Hawks asks. "You haven't really been here lately."
Touya just looks at him. Blinks a couple of times.

"When you think back of...idk...15 year old you...did you expect this is what life was going to be like?"
Hawks wraps his arms around Touya, kissing his cheek.
"Dream job, high ranking, a gorgeous hubby and three wonderful kids...I think I got it all."
Touya fakes a smile.

It doesn't bring him any calm that he feels so unfulfilled. Like he hasn't done anything he set out to do. Hawks notices the way Touya looks so zoned out.
He says they can call the sitter and they can go out tonight have a good time. They could use it. And Touya smiles at him

That night Hawks calls and cancels because of work related thing and Touya said it was fine. With the sitter here anyway he figured he goes put for a drink himself. He goes to a conveniet store on his way and grabs a slurpy. He looks around the store and ends up

Grabbing some lip balm and put it in his pocket. There was a hero right there in the store. But he shop lifts the item anyway and barley out the door he hears that hero go. "Hey!" And he thinks he is busted and he turns around and the hero just goes "Ur Hawks' husband right?"

Touya just nods.
"Ah i love that guy! Tell him Charlie said hello!"
Touya nods and goes back to his car with his drink and grabs the lip balm and it felt good. It felt a big fuck u to life..to heroes. To the position he is currently in where he feels like he nothing

Other than Endeavor's son and Hawks' husband. It started off so innocent..just a little shop lifting. Nothing that was too bad. It was becoming a hobby...and he took it a little far when he was busted with a turkey in a grocery store at a mall. And Hawks had to come in

And he was mad, of course, he doesn't understand. It is quite a sore spot for Hawks because in his childhood he was poor and he did steal because there was no money for food and to see his husband do this for some stupid petty reason. Furious he was.

Touya said he was sorry like 3 times but Hawks was really pissed at him. A big scolding later. Touya said he won't do it anymore. The same zoned out look in his eyes. Hawks noticed there was sth amiss with Touya and suggested he go to some shrink.

Touya insists he is fine. It will fade away. He takes the kids to the park and watches them play from the bench. He keeps spiraling in his thoughts. His own childhood. His abusive father. Him being kicked around and then casted aside as useless untill his 20s

When his dad saw one purpose in him.and that was to better his connection and marry him off...how he hated hero society...how his husband was a hero and he starting to wonder...does he even love him? Or did he just learn to love him because he had no other choice.

It is eating him up inside. He felt so...useless. so weak. He can't close an eye..the thoughts keep him up at night. Hawks comes home in the middle of the night and goes to bed. Cuddles up to Touya, surprised his hubby is awake at this hour. He kisses his neck.

Touya doesn't respond to it. He has been like that for months. Hawks asks if he is okay and Touya. As usual says he is alright...just not in a mood. He hasn't been for months. The next morning at breakfast when the kids are getting ready for school touya asks hawks

If he would have ever thought of dating/marrying him if it hadn't been for Endeavor offering Touya's hand in marriage. Hawks is not to keen to answer the questions because the answer Touya is probably looking for is, yes baby of course the moment i would have set eyes on you.

But reality is. He would have probably never met him.and if he did his first thoughts wouldn't have been to ask him out since he was so busy with work. He ends up giving some vague answer and Touya just nods. Watches Hawks kiss their kids goodbye and then him

He wants to kiss him on the lips but he doesn't get more than a peck on the lips out of his husband. Which was concerning him slightly. Talking about it with some co workers they told him that marriage was just like that. Sparks go off and then on and off. Everyone has low points

Touya just dropped the kids off to school and looks at some grocery store from the parking lot. He is staring at it for a solid hour or two. And then he puts on his mask and hoody and goes in. And robs the place. No idea what came over him.he just needed this.

And there were 2 heroes and he just knocked them out with his fire and that...he was villain now who robbed a grocery store. For no reason other than that he needed some control of his life back. Now he had a ton of cash. No idea what to do with it other than hide it

Under the floor board. He was just staring at the ceiling..lying in the ground when Hawks came to check up on Touya now that the kids are all at school again he figured he must have some empty nest feelings. Well finding Touya in the ground was odd

What was odder was Touya grabbing Hawks, telling him to strip because he was horny and in a dire need to give his birdie a good dicking. Hawks was all in for it. It has been a while since they fucked and even longer since Hawks bottomed. After they fuck. Hawks kisses Touya

Glad he is finally feeling better. This continious..Touya's alter ego Dabi, the blue flamed villain. Is popping up here and there. It started with minor things nothing too bad. Just some D rank villain..but it became more. And more..and he got involved with the LOV

He feels like he is finally doing what he wants to do..take back some confidence and does what he believes in. But the more he comes out the more he turns up on the raiders of higher ranked heroes and eventually Hawks. Now so far. Touya did great hiding his secret life from

His family. He had a bunch of excuses for so many things that were believable. So were his bruises from a Marshal arts class he is taking. So does he has a 'book club' twice a week. And takes this cooking class he keeps 'burning his hands on the stoves"

Hawks did joke that Touya really should stop the cooking classes he burns his hands very frequently..also all the bruises...he must really suck at marshal arts. Now he knows Touya has a fire quirk. But never seen it as Touya said his complexion doesn't match his quirk.

But as he is investigating the LOV and he things of Dabi...There is just sth so familiar about him. And it wasn't until he dropped his paper work on the ground that some other picture covered the few taken of Dabi at some scenes that he figures out..that looks a lot like my hubby

He thinks he is crazy at first but it adds up. He find out there is no marshal arts class or cooking class. No book club and he ends up throwing the entire house upside down until he find it...the lose floor board. With a bunch if stole cash. The jacket the make up the patches

The hair dye. It is all in there. When Touya comes home he sees the mess and asks Hawks what happened and where are the kids?
Hawks says he dropped the kids off at Fuyumi's. Touya looks at him.
"And what is with the house?"
"Where were you?" Hawks asks.

"Book club."
"Right...What book y'all reading."
"To kill a mockingbird."
"Ah...good book..what is your favourite bit?"
".....The end..."
"Which is?"
"Is this a quiz?"
"Is it? Because i don't know...Dabi.."
Touya looks at him Hawks.

Touya thinks of playing the dumb card first but he knows it has no use. Hawks wouldn't throw an accusation like this if he did not have solid proof..with the house upside down...he figured he had found everything. He eyes the door for a moment. Was it a good idea to just...Run?

It seemed like a dream...An opportunity. Just run. Go to the LOV base. Live his life as Dabi the rebel who was going to turn hero society upside down and furfil the wish of stain. No more Endeavor. No more being "No 2's husband" no longer being a dad...

He thinks of his children. No...Those little chickens...He could never leave his children. He looks away from the door, back to his husband.
"....Yes." he ends up saying and he sees just how heart broken and upset Hawks gets from the confirmation. There had still been

This tiny part in him that didn't wanna believe it. Hawks rubs his eyes. He seems angry. He kicks the chair in front if him and tells Touya to sit down. So firmly. So angry...he almost sounds like Endeavor. Touya looks up from the ground. He doesn't move.

"Sit down!"
"Don't yell at me..."
"I said SIT DOWN!"
Touya clenched his fist. They feel warm. The urge to just burn down the living room was big right now. He bites down the inside of the cheek and walks towards the chair and sits down.
"How..."

"What do you want me to say?"
"That they forced you? That they threatened you and had something on you?! Anything that is not you willingly looking up a villain organisation to join then while you came back here and just continued playing house!

As if everything was fine and you were just blowing off some steam."
Lov didn't have shit on Touya he willingly went to their cause. Hell the only one knowing his true identity is Shigaraki who frequently gives him assignments in the park where the kids plays.

It is there where Touya tells him anything the heroes are up to. To look out for. He must have been insane...talking to a big villain while he was watching his kids play on the monkey bars and laugh. Have his son shout "Papa! Papa look!" While he hangs upside down

Where A villain like Tomura could just see them...Be near them. Where the joked with him. "They all look like your husband...except the boy. He looks like you."
And Touya say "Yeah. I carried each if those eggs for like nine months, keeping it warm and they have the audacity to

Look like their dad."
"How did you get them?"
"My husband lays eggs."
"I thought that was some joke you guys told the media."
"I wish..." they laughed.
The laughter dies off.
"You stopped after 3."
"They are all accidents...I never wanted children. But now I have three

And Keigo wants a fourth. He doesn't know what a hand full they are..." he stops talking and snaps his fingers "Oi You better not be using those wings to fly without daddy around!" Tomura sees the red winged girl with blond hair stop flapping her wings.

Tomura scoffs.
"You never wanted children and you have 3 and possibly a fourth soon..sounds about right in your life. Nobody cares about what you want...it is all what your daddy and your baby daddy wants. Right?"
"That is not fair...Keigo didn't plan them either."

"Yeah that is why they are exactly 3 years apart from each other."
Touya stays quiet.
"Typical heroes. They do whatever they want...And want everyone else to just go along with them." Tomura gets up from the bench.
"Get ur kids some ice cream the car is right around the corner

Touya looks at Hawks. He looks so mad and upset. He lowers his eyes to the table.
"They made me..." He lies. There was a time he never lied to Hawks. Because Hawks knows. He could tell from the tension of muscles and the rapid heart beat. But he lied so much. To everyone

That it came as a second nature.
"I was at the park...I was just watching them play...and suddenly this guy is next to and he threatened to turn everything to dust...it was one job...I did it. But then it was used as black mail against me and...then it became worse..."

Touya looks up.
"I couldn't go to you...I was afraid you be mad at me and it just...kept piling up and I just.
.kept trying to hide it....I didn't know what I was doing anymore."
Hawks leans back in his chair, looks at his husband.

" There was sth about...Being a villain..that alter ego...that control...The adrenaline in your veins...I didn't hate it."
"Fuck, Touya...can't you just get a rainbow coloured hair cut, a piercing or tattoo?! You had to go burn down forests and rob stores and what not.

This is not a game! You can't just be a villain one day and my husband the next.Was your life that terrible?! Was I that bad to you? Did I abuse you? Hurt you? Insult you? Did I make you feel that life was so bad you liked being the alter ego villain?!"

Touya doesn't speak at first. But there re tears forming in his eyes
"Say something, Touya!?"
"I FEEL CAGED OKAY!" He snaps.
"I didn't want this! I didn't want any of this! I just, just, got out of that hold my father held around me and I was grabbed out of one cage

And put right into another where i suddenly have 3 children and a husband who is barley there! I never wanted to be this stay at home parent. That has to bake 30 gluten free, nut free, whatever the fuck free muffins to bring to some lame bake off at a school for a 9

Year old. I am sure none even have allergies! If I hear one more fucking karen refer to me as their gay best friend they wanna go shopping with..I will hang myself! Okay! I did nothing I set out to do! I was going to be a journalist.

I was going to write the truth and show people that the ignorant word we build where heroes can't do no wrong is bullshit. Because the number one fucking hero beat me. Beat my mother to insanity. And my baby brother for his own selfish desires. Casted me aside with his other

Failed experiments and when I was finally away threatened me into marrying you because it was going to be either me or my sister! But I am none of that! All I am is Endeavor's son, your husband and a parent of 3 children I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO HAVE!"

Tears are rolling down Touya's cheeks and Hawks hugs him. No matter how mad he was. He could never watch Touya cry. It broke his heart instantly even if he doesn't understand him. He feels Touya wrap his arms around Hawks waist. And hide his face in the other's chest.

Hawks strokes Touya's hair.
"You're going to a therapist..
First thing in the morning."
Touya slightly tenses up.
"I won't have you be alone anymore...Not with these villains around. I'll have sb protect you.. And...I will figure something out...Make this Dabi thing disappear.

Touya was send to a therapist. A very good one so his reviews states. Also one who was not very sympathetic..prescribed him a bunch of pills that made him feel numb. As he returned to his old, caged up, domestic life. There was constant surveillance around the house

A sidekick in Hawks agency. Who kept an eye around. Keigo tried to cheer Touya up. He got him a new expensive laptop where he could maybe pick up writing again. Perhaps set out to get some of his goals met. But Touya never could even get himself to open it.

The medication made him drowsy. Numb. Can't even get an erection on them. He feels so unheard by the therapist. But he is also not allowed to stop going. He talks and talks and doesn't get anything out of the man. Who just changes his doses..prescribes him more drugs

He notices something. The things he tells him in confidence. It is like Hawks knows. He told his therapist how he sometimes feels this desire inside him not that he was going to do it. But he had that desire to just...burn the wings off his children's backs.

It was a horrible thought and be was aware of that. And he was never going to do it. But sometimes...he wonders if he is turning into his mother. Who probably thought the same about shoto's left side. He is afraid to snap one day and burn the wings off his childrens' back.

And he couldn't help but notice Hawks behaviour slightly changing. Like he didn't want to leave his children to Touya...suddenly there is a nanny and Hawks says it just so Touya can get back to writing and achieve his goals so he has less trouble with the kids.

Touya doesn't believe Hawks..being married to him.for like 10 years he knows better. So he goes back to his therapist after 2 weeks. And he lies and says that he did sth terrible...he fucked the sidekick that was there as a bodyguard.

He fucked him several times. Not sure what came over him. And almost as predicted. That sidekick was gone from around the house and Hawks had been...short with him. Almost angry. So when the kids were to bed and Hawks just read them their bedtime story.

He comes down stairs and sees Touya just drinking a bottle of wine from the bottle. He puts the bottle down and smiles at Hawks.
"How long..."
"What?" Hawks asks, trying to take that bottle away from Touya who won't let him. Touya laughs.

"How long did you get a detailed description of what I am saying to that therapist?"
"I don't know what ur talking about..."
"That therapist. The one that is so good. How long...is he telling you everything I tell him...in confidence?"
"Are you drunk?"

"You wanna know how I know?" Touya says. "I never fucked ur stupid sidekick and you have been giving me that glare for a week now. You didn't even think twice did you? Did you fire him? Kill him? Heroes get away with everything so...which one is it?"
Hawks doesn't say

"See, I think you were just too keen to believe I was fucking that guy because we haven't fucked in four months. You didn't think twice that I was just setting you up. How fucked are you? Sending your husband to a therapist...that tells u everything he said."

"You're drunk."
"Yes...doesn't change the fact that I am on to you."
"Maybe you should sleep it off."
"That is why you won't leave me alone with the kids...That is why there is a nanny around... my won children..."
"You said you wanted to burn their wings off!"

"I SAID WHAT I SAID! DOESN'T MEAN I AM GOING TO DO IT!"
"Who even says something like that about their own children-"
Touya throws the bottle at Hawks who dodges it so it hits the wall.
"Don't put this on me...Who bugs a therapists office!?"

"Touya...Can you blame me? After everything you have done? That I had to cover up. Did you forget about Dabi the League? Shigarki? Did you forget a villain like that was only meters away from our children!"
"Stop talking! I don't want to hear it!"

A silence falls between them.
"I don't want this. I never wanted this."
"What are you saying..."
"I want my life back...I want to do what I want to do."
"Touya..."
"I want a divorce..."

The room goes quiet. Hawks can't progress the words. He wants to blame it on Touya being drunk.

"Daddy...Papa..."
Both Hawks and Touya turn to the door where they see their 6 year old daughter. Little red wings drooping on the floor. She looks scared.

"Hey little robin, what are you doing out of bed?"
"I heard screaming..."
She says looking afraid. Hawks picks her up.
"Oh we're sorry sweetie. It is nothing. Let me just tuck you back in to bed and read you another story~"
Hawks says in such a sweet voice.

"I want papa..." she says looking at Touya.
"Papa will you tuck me in and read me a story...Daddy can't do the voices as good."
"Ouch...there are those Todoroki genes..."
Touya looks at his daughter. She looks so much like Hawks. Except her eyes...her eyes took after Touya

"Yes sweetie....of course.." he says in and watches her wings erect on her back and her arms reach to Touya. He tucks her in and sits next to her..HAwks sits on the other side and they read her a story while Touya strokes her back the same way Hawks likes to be stroked

Between the wings. She falls asleep and gets a kiss from both her parents before the leave the night light on and close the door.
They check on the other two kids. Gave them midnight kisses and tucked them in before they just stood in the hallway.

"I promised myself to never fight in front of them..." Touya puts his head down on Hawks' shoulder. Hawks wraps his arms around Touya. Tells them it is going to be fine. He is quiet for a bit and the. Says "We're going to be fine...right?"

"I am going to sleep in the guestroom..." Touya gives Hawks a kiss on his cheek.
"Baby...come on.. we can work this out."
"Hey Keigo...You ever noticed how all our kids have a 3 years age difference. Kinda like I have with my siblings. Coincidental for 3 accidents...right"

"But then again...you always wanted a big family...And I never wanted to be a dad. Funny...how you always get your way."