Kindaaaaaa really want to write transmasc/nb Jin Zixuan

Madam Jin raising him as her son bc she’s pretty sure the old bastard will get rid of them both if he doesn’t get a son

This is pretty much ideal for him as it turns out, so he’s happy until whoops betrothal

Alright getting this down before I forget

CW: general gender fuckery, dubcon, Xue Yang, infidelity, and male fertility I guess? Cause Jins want HEIRS obviously and someone () needs to lend a hand as it stands

Yes Xue Yang gets his own CW because we love him

Love this for Zixuan, because he's the peacock, right? He's too clean and too proper and doesn't get involved in youthful skinny dipping & he's too good for his fiancee but won't say why. That's fine, being a little stuck up gives him an excuse to keep his clothes on all around.

Which is fine, except he eventually has to. Actually marry the girl. And that's awful, he doesn't want to risk gossip getting out to his father, even though his mother in her infinite wisdom made a modest match with a kind, lowkey girl in hopes that she'd keep quiet.

It's made all the worse because as it turns out his mom has great taste (for once) and he's falling in love with Yanli. This is terrible. His only hope is to get her or her family to despise him and call it off and he very nearly succeeds.

After another row with his mother over the serious complications around expectations of heirs and wedding night expectations and so forth, she tells him she's picked up a solution. Someone who might be able to source him the right 'equipment' in the moment, good at flesh magic.

Importantly, someone as disposable as he is talented, who doesn't know anyone at court, is motivated mostly by his own perverse curiosity to see what he's capable of, and who no one will miss. Jin Zixuan is about to get uncomfortably familiar with a young Xue Yang.

Really uncomfortable. Very uncomfortable. In a 'if you could pick literally anyone to be half doctor/half personal sex prosthetic designer it would be anyone but him'. Jzx tolerates repeated distressingly intimate 'experiments' and 'fittings' to get him through wedding night.

Xue Yang is lewd, has no bedside manner, is breathtakingly overfamiliar, and his hands are COLD. Jzx is by turns disgusted, offended, and counting ceiling tiles. But it's also...nice? Not nice. Different. To have someone this blunt around him. Who knows and doesn't care.

It's a month out before he's supposed to be married, he's excited, he's happy, he's...fucking Xue Yang. Or being fucked by Xue Yang. Both. At first he could narrowly pretend this was entirely about 'testing', because how else? And with who else?

"Close your eyes, pretend you're practicing with your pretty wife" he says, laughing at you while you fuck him with a model of his own cock. Really he's doing the fucking, riding you because this is all very new. Later when you get the hang of it, you ask what it feels like.

Because you want to know what it might be like for her.
Because you want to know what it's like for him.
Because no one's ever done that for you, because you couldn't take the risk.
So, considerately, he fucks you, the night before your wedding. Slowly, and well.