im sorry im gonna be incredibly annoying w this but the fact that he had to question me twice if i drew it made my very unconfident-w-low-self-esteem self sad bc it made me feel like it's impossible for someone like me to actually make it. im sorry,im really sorry i want to cry

i knooow i should be very very happy he said good things about it & I AM, for my work but for myself that's just how i felt instantly, im sorry im such a psycho in my head i always feel like im never good enough & it hurts that the 1 who made me feel that was someone i look up to

oh God pls don't reply to this thread it's just me venting out bc i need to let that out bc it's been like 2hrs & im still paranoid thinking that's how low he thinks of me im sorry im going off now & distract myself. bye