THREAD — "He's just a homie"
season 2 [finale]:

previously
https://twitter.com/officialshaane/status/1259559404673925125?s=21 https://twitter.com/officialshaane/status/1259559404673925125

so it’s about 7 months later and hun and i start speaking again.

it’s vibes on sight and we deadass carried on like this hun didn’t butcher my heart into pieces. i was heartbroken to the point where i wrote and recorded like 7 songs all about her and what she did to me.

now this hun is thee most consistent hun on the planet.

if i don’t text her in the morning,she will. if i mize her for a day, she’ll call. if i said i’m feeling low then she’d write a screen filling paragraph just to make me feel better along with 30 attatchments

now for nine WHOLE months this hun and i are going back and fourth about how much we love each other and that we could never ever part.

now if you think i had hoes during this time.. you’re absolutely right . i learned from my past L and did not cut off any of my hoes

now you can’t blame me for that because it turns out this hun was going through gents in the E.

besides that i had already gotten my heart broken by this hun multiple times and each time i’d made her a priority meanwhile i was just another number on her list.

literally, the only way to keep my attention is to give me all of yours, and this hun was doing just that

time passes and hun hasn’t dropped the ball once. it was late night calls, goodmorning paragraphs, 2 minute responses ++ i was getting selfies and freaky attachments daily!

now logic tells me that if she texts back almost instantly, is constantly asking for my attention, is always on a call with me for hours .. along with her own busy schedule.

she wouldn’t possibly have time to focus on anyone else! it’s impossible,lmao so i thought

after the 6th month i decide to do some clown shit. i told a homie about her and how much i fuck with her.

i told him i was going to cut off all my hoes and focus on her alone because i wanted to get serious and make things official. he didn’t say shit, just looked at me like

at this time i was ready to leave the streets for good. no one had ever cared for me or given me the attention that she did. all i ever wanted was someone peng and consistent. literally nothing else

i decided to cut off all distractions. it was just going to be her and i 4ever

here’s where the fun starts

a week into my transformation of being a wholesome gent, this hun brings up someone that when mentioned, my heart begins to radically palpitate thus creating an interchange of temperatures within my blood causing my mind to malfunction.

basically she brought up her ex.

[if you haven’t read the last thread, do so now or you’ll be lost]

remember the gent that hmu to asking about her. now after all this time it turns out they were still talking.

now i don’t even want to fight about it so i just ask her to cut him off and we keep it moving.

for months this hun would tell me about how this same dude is nothing but a piece of shit. to me it never made sense because if you hate him so much, why tf are you still talking to him.

every time i’d bring him up she’d always talk shit about him. she even save him as “dogass”

then she slipped. she sent me a screenshot of her chat where he says “if ever you think about leaving this relationship..” and she tries to cover it up by saying he meant “relation”.

now guys, i can tolerate a lot of shit. but don’t ever take me for a poes.

now i go from 0-1000 in a split second. words can’t explain how angry i am at the fact that she would clown me again.

but then i compose myself because i’m not loud like that. my emotions should never be the reason why i act out of character.

now i’m thinking back to the pain that i went through the first time. i sit back and ask myself how someone would be able to do this type of thing without a care in the world.

in my head i know that i couldn’t carry on without knowing the truth and the full truth.

i already knew the gent because he’s a mutual friend, him and i had no beef at all. i ask her to give me his number so i can call him and verify all of this by myself.

i ask for this instantly so that she doesn’t get the chance to tell him what to say.

[dogass]

it takes her 15 minutes to send a simple phone number. now in my head i already know the conversation that they’re having.

the last time this happened homie hmu with screenshot and files proving they were in a relationship. so i showed him we were in one too

let’s make the longest clown thread, drop as many clown emojis as you possibly can

now i call this gent and i ask him to keep it real with me. i ask him if he’s with the hun or not.

he says no, “𝙃𝙀’𝙎 𝙅𝙐𝙎𝙏 𝘼 𝙃𝙊𝙈𝙄𝙀 ”

i ask a couple more times to verify and he sticks to his statement.

i feel like an idiot. i should’ve trusted her!! now i have to go back and apologize for acting a fool.

it’s only been about half an hour and my head already hurts. i feel low, drained but most of all i feel like a clown for not believing the hun that i was with..

i don’t even know what to do and or say at this point. i don’t know why i always have to fuck a good thing up all because of my insecurities. insecurities that she was mostly responsible for.

i sat down and thought about sending her food, asking her to forgive me

but you know God? God is good. he wouldn’t me get played by the same hun a second time.

if he’s ever done anything memorable, it’s what i’m about to tell you

minutes later, i get a phone call and i’m honestly not in the mood to answer. i pick up anyway and it’s “dogass”. he says “we need to talk, call me back in like 5 minutes”

now i’m confused. we don’t have anything to talk about bro, it’s done. but i call him anyway

he says “bro, Zoe and i have been together for months now. before you called she told me to tell you that we weren’t”

every single picture that i got, he got. i used to sleep very early so after 10pm my shift would end and his would start.

“i know you really fuck with her but i just want to let you know that it’s not just me and you. there a gang niggahs that she’s fucking with, im just the dude everyone else knows about. but we’re done now so you can keep her”

i laugh with him and say “nah, you can keep her”

we go back and fourth on who’s keeping her and we end up on the green app. he shows me everything they did. how his name has always been saved as “loml” told me about how often they’d link and what the excuses were.

lmao, everything.

i could never beef with a niggah over a hun. that’s like arresting someone that’s been robbed instead of the thief.

same day we planned on going to flexecution together. he was plugged with vip tickets and he also had an apartment in the south and mine is only in the east

so i didn’t go to flex but i’m sure he did. Zoe and i split “for good” and she’s still on her shit and i had to pick up the pieces a second time.

i have enough stories to make threads weekly for a lifetime. but i don’t want to be “the thread guy”

unless y’all want this weekly

in conclusion. the game is cold, you just need to be colder