Hyperfocusing on a piece of lost clothing because it& #39;s something I wear ALL THE TIME FOR COMFORT MANAGEMENT AND IT& #39;S JUST GONE https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

Nothing will be right until I find it.

My clothes aren& #39;t important to me because I think I& #39;m fashionable - I obsess over them because I& #39;ve fucking curated what I have to meet my sensory needs and it& #39;s taken me so long to do, I hate it when shit goes missing

(and another "why I hate living with people" rant, idk if it& #39;s the roommates this time or not but our shit gets mixed up ALL THE TIME despite my best efforts and it suuuuuucks I fuckin hate it!!!)

I& #39;ve just assumed it was in the hamper for two days and now my brain is upset that I didn& #39;t CHECK when I first thought about it.

Ugggghh wherethefuckareyou

My brain is also now chiming in with "They took it because they don& #39;t like you and no one cares about your (insert whatever you like here because it& #39;s prob accurate)" etc and may I just say that it is a bit, uh, strange to still be having the thoughts and not be consumed by them

GUESS WHAT I FOUND

Granted it& #39;s still dirty cuz I didn& #39;t wanna wait to wash it in case it was seriously missing, but I have it https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> and I didn& #39;t have a meltdown about it!

My heart can still calm down tho for real