@phichithamsters wrote a 8k Kakehai fic and dedicated it to me (and Sel
) and I don't know how can this fandom bring me any more joy than this.
I will livetweet the parts that made me feel 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 in this thread, so beware of spoilers ~!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25256128


I will livetweet the parts that made me feel 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 in this thread, so beware of spoilers ~!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25256128
Thank you for reminding me how much Haiji impacted the boys’ lives in a positive way. He dared to dream, they allowed him to make it true, and in exchange, they all became a better version of themselves. I love OT10.
I, too, hc that Haiji is scared of how much he loves Kakeru. No one told him it was possible to love somebody so much. Knowing Haiji, he probably directly thinks of when it will end, how broken he will be left. Because it has to end, right, Haiji ?

I love this grown up, mature Kakeru. I love him being rational, analyzing the situation, controlling his emotions the best he can, searching for solutions. Also Haiji keeping silent breaks my heart.
Wow, I wasn't expecting that from Kakeru. I thought he'd run into Haiji's arms the moment he sees him cry. This is interesting.
My heart just shattered into pieces. Haiji reached out. Means he wanted to check if things were still okay between them. And he got the answer. Help.
Haiji helped Kakeru move on by making him stop and take the view. What can Kakeru do if Haiji is already stopped ?
THE END. I am breathless. I feel like I just witnessed such an important moment of Kkhi’s relationship. This fic felt like the anime : adult, life and relationship issues, being here one for the other, even when you don’t know exactly what to do+
Waiting for each other, pushing them to move on, to become better. I am so proud of Kakeru. This fic is amazing. I feel like you took me to a very dark place only to make me see the light in the end. I swear I was deep scared Kakeru was going to break up with Haiji+
The fact that they solve their relationship issues through walk laps in the track field is so powerful, it fits them so well. Thank you for going this deep into their minds and sharing it with us Han. I love you
