okay but at this point what if i just don& #39;t write the nmj xy sexy times and i just want xy to be vulnerable and small (size difference)

like he& #39;d feel nmj& #39;s big palm resting on his back and he& #39;d feel safe and he wants more, nmj realizes that xy is just like a little doll

bonus for me giving xy some sort of daddy/dom complex where he wants someone to guide him and praise him, baby him a little bit and then he cries

but yoU KNOW WHAT I LOVE?? NMJ HOLDING BOTH HIS HANDS AND KISSING HIS KNUCKLES AND HIS FOREHEAD AND XY MELTS AT EVERY TOUCH

xy letting go hits so hard because in that moment he just feels reluctant almost, but he& #39;s been needing it his whole life, especially w someone like nmj guiding him and owning him so he uses that to show love to him and its just https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">

nmj lets him cry, lets him be fragile, lets him be vulnerable in his arms. lets him let go, take control of what xy will be doing.

this is too poetic im about to cry ill just write a xue yang whump first iiii