*sigh.* I have kind of a dark question to ask all of you/twitter. Before I do, please know i'm fine, but curious if anyone else is feeling this, but:

As we enter the back half of 2020, is anyone else internally feeling something akin to survivors guilt? I know I shouldn't, but.

..but I do. I'm aware it might not make sense. Like I said, i'm fine, but if this is more than just me and others are feeling it at all, you're not alone. There's been a lot of loss in 2020 to such a huge variety of things. It weighs on the mind & heart.