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I was in a pretty bad place when I found bts last year. I felt lost and I didn’t know who I was anymore. Everyone in my life was moving forward and I felt stuck and I felt like I was living life in a wrong way. Does that make sense? Anyway. So, I fell head over heels for bts +
When I found them. It was like something in the air had shifted and my days had meaning again. I spent hours, days, weeks, discovering all there was to discover. Going to their concert is still one of my happiest memories ever. It felt so good to be passionate about something +
Again. And then I went on stan twt and I found these amazing people that I can now call my best friends and I love them for accepting me, no questions asked. To be honest, at a certain point I had little to no interest anymore in other stuff, that I used to enjoy before. +
I was on twt all day long, except when it got busy during work. But then I would feel anxious about missing out on bts stuff and that my friends would ditch me because I was offline too much. I remember meeting up with my friend in and I had trouble finding things to +
Talk about with her. Which was odd, since we used to have so much to talk about. But I was stuck in my own little bts bubble. Me and my brother drifted apart as well, but I think we both played a part in that. Looking back at it all, I feel like I needed that, I needed to go +
Through that phase, so I could move on from that. My love for bts hasn’t changed one bit. But I found a way to fit them into my life and I learned to be passionate about other things again as well. I don’t feel insecure about my life anymore. I feel at peace with who I am +
And where I’m at in my life. My apartment is a beautiful mix of Disney and bts merch and I finally feel ‘home’. I feel more secure in my relationships and me & my brother found our way back to each other. Stan twt doesn’t define me as an Army anymore. +
I’m behind on vlives, run episodes and I haven’t seen bangbangcon. There’s so much content I get to watch whenever it suits me. We’re quite spoiled as a fandom, you know? It’s such a luxury to stan these kind human beings that are so dedicated to their fans. I trust them, +
I know they will come back to us whenever they can. I think being busy and working hard, made me realise that there’s a difference between being bored and really missing someone. I don’t miss the guys, because there’s always someone cheering us up on wv or on twt. Seeing their +
Beautiful faces makes me so happy and light and I feel so so so proud to be Army, as I see fit. I don’t involve myself in any drama because it’s really not worth my time, or yours for that matter. Anyway, what I’m trying to say is that it’s okay to take time away from twt +
And to have other priorities. It’s okay to be passionate about other things. Bts is a part of you, bts will always be here for you, whenever you need them. Twt doesn’t define you as Army or your love for bts. The amount of albums or merch you own, +
Or don’t own, does not define you as Army. Whether you’ve been to their concerts or not, does not define you as Army. The amount of time you daily spend on bts does not define you as Army. Your heart and your passion and love for bts defines you as Army
