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It& #39;s been 11 months since the day I& #39;ve met you on Tinder. Proud ako na doon kita nakilala kasi for 3 years using it, I& #39;ve met a girl whose charming (charot) but not innocent (chos) one. Charot lang yan!
Nasa tinder lang naman ako that time kasi I& #39;m bored, looking for hookups and kaharutan coz I& #39;m not into commitment pa that time.
Nung una talaga honestly speaking, hindi kita type 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen"> hindi ko rin alam kung bakit. Pero habang tumatagal, parang nagiging crush na kita? (wow, very high school) and then nalaman ko na may jowa ka pala.
Nasad ako, legit. Hahaha. Kasi akala ko lahat ng nasa Tinder, walang jowa. Until, pinagsabihan na kita na we need to stop talking everyday kasi baka mamisinterpret ng jowa mo kung bakit lagi tayo nag-uusap.
Until one day, nag send ka sa akin ng convo niyo ng jowa mo na nahuli ka na kausap ako. That& #39;s the time na nag decide ako na i-cut lahat ng contacts ko with you. I blocked all of your accounts and numbers.
Kasi ayaw ko na talagang makausap ka and I respect you and your jowa.
Kaso, makulit ka. You kept on calling and calling. Nakikitawag ka pa nga sa pinsan mo para lang matawagan ako. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen"> pati yung number nila, blinock ko. But there& #39;s a time rin dati na pag bored ako, ikaw tinatawagan ko. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen">
Pinachat mo pa ako sa bestfriend mo dati na ayusin natin kung anuman meron sa atin, eh wala naman talaga. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen"> asang asa ka lang that time kasi sabi mo you& #39;re into me na. Hahaha. Charot
Days passes by.
I see myself talking to you every fucking single day. Kasi sabi mo, break na kayo ng jowa mo which made me feel sad for her and made me happy for myself lol. But I gave you the chance to have closure naman kaya feel ko, wala akong mali doon.
Pero parang may mali pala kasi yung start ng relationship natin is not that so good. Kasi sobrang pangit ng simula natin, as in. I can& #39;t imagine myself dealing with that kind of relationshit. Ang shitty talaga and so painful. Sobra.
Ang daming taong na-involve, nasaktan and nawalan ng interest sa relationship natin. Pero hindi tayo nagpatinag, nanaig tayo sa mga decisions natin na ayusin kung anuman yung mga nasira natin sa relasyon natin.
Tama yung sabi nila na walang ibang tao ang makakapag-ayos ng isang relasyon kung hindi yung dalawang taong involved dito.
Ang daming beses na rin nating binitawan ang isa& #39;t-isa pero parang sinasadya ng panahon na magkabalikan tayo. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit. Wala akong idea kung bakit sa dami dami ng taong pwede maging girlfriend, ikaw pa yung binigay sa akin. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen">
May mga oras na rin na niloko na natin yung isa& #39;t-isa. And sobrang hirap at sobrang sakit makipag argue sa ganitong situation. Ang hirap tanggapin, i-sink in sa utak kung bakit kaya ng tao na manloko ng partner nila.
Maraming beses na akong nag doubt sa& #39;yo lalo nung nagbabago ka na. Kahit nakikita ko yung pagbabago mo, syempre hindi mo parin maaalis sa akin na mag duda. And I& #39;m sorry for that.
I want to thank you for being consistent. Consistent in changing to be better, consistent in understanding my flaws and being consistent as sweet as fuck. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen">
Thank you baba. Thank you for the surprises you& #39;ve done for me. Lahat ng yun, na-appreciate ko. Simpleng good morning, I love you mo pagkagising ko, na-aappreciate ko na. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="â€" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
Thank you for appreciating my words of wisdom kahit minsan wala namang kakwenta kwenta mga sinasabi ko. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen">
Thank you for appreciating my sense of humor. Kahit na minsan, ang corny ng mga jokes ko. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen">
Thank you for everything.
Thank you Tinder kasi kung wala ka, hindi ko maeexperience lahat ng na-experience ko kay Baba ko.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="LĂ€chelndes Gesicht mit lĂ€chelnden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: LĂ€chelndes Gesicht mit lĂ€chelnden Augen"> hindi ako makakapunta ng Baguio kung hindi kita in-install. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen">
Thank you Tinder kasi kung wala ka, hindi ko maeexperience lahat ng na-experience ko kay Baba ko.
Sorry sa lahat baba https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen"> sa ugali kong hindi mo maintindihan https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen"> basta, mahal na mahal kita. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="â€" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
While tweeting this thread, narealize ko na kaya ko pala & #39;to nashare kasi gusto kong sabihin sa mga struggling sa relationships right now na there& #39;s nothing wrong in holding on, depende nalang talaga sa inyo yan kung paano niyo ihandle ang isa& #39;t-isa.
Ako kasi, sobrang pinagdasal ko & #39;to. Lagi kong iniisip na kayang kayang magbago ng isang tao basta paniwalaan mo lang siya at i-guide sa tamang path. I gave many chances, ilang beses na akong niloko, diba Baba? https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ
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Pero hindi ako tumigil na maniwala at i-guide siya sa tamang path. Same rin naman siya sa akin. Everytime na nag ddoubt ako sa kanya, hindi siya tumitigil na patunayan yung sarili niya na nagbago na siya.
May time pa na halos 2 weeks lagi ko siyang pinagdududahan kasi LDR kami, but we are consistently talking everyday. Until sabi lang niya na "It takes time to trust me again" that& #39;s why I told to myself that she deserves my last chance I gave her.
There& #39;s nothing wrong with giving many chances siguro, as long as tutulungan mo siyang mag grow kayo together. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="LĂ€chelndes Gesicht mit lĂ€chelnden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: LĂ€chelndes Gesicht mit lĂ€chelnden Augen">
Masyado na akong madaldal eh tulog naman na yung baba ko, magkaaway pa kami https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen"> swerte niya sa akin noh? Charot! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen"> I love you so much baba! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="â€" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="â€" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="â€" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz"> @elocinzun
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Pero last na talaga & #39;to, pag niloko niya pa ako, baka hindi na namin deserve ang isa& #39;t-isa. Sayang lang & #39;tong thread na & #39;to pag naulit pa.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen">
C& #39;est la vie!https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Kussabdruck" aria-label="Emoji: Kussabdruck">
Pero last na talaga & #39;to, pag niloko niya pa ako, baka hindi na namin deserve ang isa& #39;t-isa. Sayang lang & #39;tong thread na & #39;to pag naulit pa.
C& #39;est la vie!
