Want to apologize to anybody who I’ve ever been toxic to in game. Some players are so damn mean and I get triggered, even if I pretend I don’t. I’ve used success as a rebuttal to rude/sexist comments in game. don’t ever want to stoop down to that level again, I’m guilty.I’m sorry

I’ve done this a couple times off stream and it feels like I’m defending myself but in reality I’m just being a loser right back. It’s difficult just taking it, controlling my emotions and also trying to win the stupid game .. I want to be above it, so I’ll work on it