so today i learned that i have schizophrenic blood running through me (a thread)
i was talking to my mother about me working in japan in the future. she mentioned something about her aunt becoming mentally unstable after returning.
since i'm a curious insensitive little shit i decided to ask about it
since i'm a curious insensitive little shit i decided to ask about it
she said that she saw her mother as a literal demon who was the cause of her suffering.
i mean, her mother did sell all of her properties off the moment her mother realized she didn't place it under her name.
i mean, her mother did sell all of her properties off the moment her mother realized she didn't place it under her name.
after she told me about it, i asked if i had any relatives from my father's side who suffered from it too
apparently i had two great-uncles who also suffered from it. one of them committed suicide and the other just recently graduated abroad. she dodged my questions about it tho
apparently i had two great-uncles who also suffered from it. one of them committed suicide and the other just recently graduated abroad. she dodged my questions about it tho
my mom also mentioned that she (and everyone related to her up to 3rd sanguinity) was also prone to destructive behavior. she's just really good at keeping it in check.
she really is amazing. can't believe i thought otherwise back then.
she really is amazing. can't believe i thought otherwise back then.
i know nobody cares, and i'm just the same pity whore as usual. feel free to ignore this thread. this has no other purpose than to make myself feel better, like the selfish jerk i am
this just made me feel something that i felt i had to talk about
good night, everybody
this just made me feel something that i felt i had to talk about
good night, everybody