During lockdown i’ve noticed that i only eat once a day, or some days eat nothing at all. I don’t know what’s going on with me but i’ve lost so much weight, it’s disgustingly unhealthy.

i’m not obese but before lockdown began, i had some meat on my bones. i still had an athletic physique.

As lockdown went on, it took a toll on my mental health. i was in a very dark place for a very long time. on multiple occasions, i would sit in my room all day and not even..

..leave to brush my teeth, eat or shower. i thought everything was pointless. I didn’t even notice what i was doing to myself but it wasn’t intentional.

It’s only recently i was able to pick myself up, but i’ve already lost so much weight.

As i’m making this thread i’m linking the sleepless nights and the dark circles under my eyes to the fact that i don’t eat anything during the day.

I don’t know if it’s classified as an eating disorder, but damn something really needs to change.

idk how to end this. thanks for coming to my ted talk.

p.s: does anybody have any ideas or tips on how to gain weight?