tw // surgery

idk if anyone needs this trigger but i'll do it anyways
so, my eye doctor told me if the vision in my left eye keeps getting worse, i'll have to have another eye surgery even though i had one on my left eye nearly 2 years ago

my surgeries always deal with the muscle around my eyes and how they can be too weak or too tight, which creates my eyes to either cross inwards or drift outwards
my left eye has always been my problem eye because it's not my dominate eye, so the muscle is weaker than the right

i also don't see out of both eyes at the same time, my eye doctor has explained that my eyes switch off really fast so i can create a big picture (aka vision), which is a reason i have about no depth perception

there are three things that point to needing surgery
- worsening depth perception (check)
- eye drifting outwards or crossing inwards worse than normal (check)
- ocular migraines that make it hard to function (semi check)

this thread was mainly me being emotional, sorry