My mind keep telling myself that I’m not good enough and I tried to turn it into some sort motivation for me to draw but it will just not go away. I don’t know how to deal with it anymore tbh, I want to push myself even harder but that will mean I’ll neglect other things

Just wanna let you guys know what’s on my head. Of course I know people likes my art. I don’t think I hate my art or that I draw bad either it just...not good enough for myself, the standard that I have set is so fucking high and there not much I can do to change it.

It’s eating me alive, it won’t make me sleep and it make my stomach churn. Hopefully I can go back to sleep now after this little vent

Also speaking of art hashtag and discourse oh how I wish having lots of followers would magically solve this problem haha...smaller creators have their struggle but I also have my own personal hell to go through and it’s not in anyway more pleasant

I guess the take away from this is I atleast don’t hate my art and that make me happy because that mean i grow. All thanks to my friends and everyone that keep supporting me and drill my stubborn head with nice comments

Wow I fucking went through all 5 stages of grief in this thread hope y’all enjoy that