I spmetimes wpnder what I would hav become if there was no brothers in my life,a farmer? Or a guy who might have been dead by now unable to face this world!

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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By the time I was born,we wre a normal middle class http://family.My  Father was a constable..who used to be transferred for every two years and mother is who I used to spend more time with...

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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I don't know why but I used to be shy when talking with people,unlike my brother's who are active,funny and energetic in everything they do

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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I used to be good at studies for few years,but one day when I was in the terrace sleeping I saw stars and asked my mother what they are,then said everything about stars,galaxies and also said the earth is a small tiny particle in it.
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I was confused at first but after thinking more about it I stopped being serious,I lost interest in bookish studies.from then I took my life lightly for many more years to come

#VakeelSaab @PawanKalyan
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I started going to school less frequently and locked myself in a room reading books. first I used to read Chandamama and after then I started reading detective novels.

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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My favourite pastimes would be watching amitabh films. I don't know how many times I watch them.i used to imitate him looking at the mirror

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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And then I started reading about bhagatsingh, Gandhi and other prominent national leaders. I was astouned for thier bravery and commitment. I was inspired

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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But I didn't see this braveness around people surrounding me.ppl qre afraid. People are afraid to stop people who are harassing my sister's on road. I felt sad and angry.

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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In school books everything used to be beautiful and inspiring. but in real life everything used to be confused,ugly and awful. I was depressed with the society

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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I neglected studies and started observing at people and their thinking. One day when I was busy celebrating New year. I saw a boy of my age working hard to earn his food.

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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I felt sad for him. That question never got away from my mind," why only me? But not them too" This question haunted me for years and still it is...

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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While I was in this question I read a book named " asamardhuni jeeva yatra" , the book questioned me,this made me mad for few years. I used to question myself in many things, searching for answers finding nothing.

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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Seeing my confused and strange behaviour my brother took me for studies in Chennai. But place cannot changes a person mind or thinking..there too I used to be rebel..

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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I didn't find happiness or hope in me. I used to be depressed and far away from the world unable to understand what I wanted in my life.

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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So I thought what If I can travel? Will I know what I wanted in my life. so I traveled like a mad man roaming in strange cities with my melancholy thoughts for few months.

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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I visited temples, I slept on floor. I tried to simplest life I cn. I went to uttarandhra, I spent time with local people trying to understand different slangs and customs which I later used in my films..

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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I thought that I was complete man now,but I wasn't. So I tried to escape to jungle with my friend to live a happy life. But it didn't happen

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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After that I had started practicing yoga, I spent few years of my life in a phase where everything is towards divinity. I used to read many books that makes you search yourself.

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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One day I was watching a Japanese film by akira kurasowa and I was flattered with the theme of the film. It made me learn one thing that every story has different views, we should understand a problem from every one's view . I remembered it all my life.
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I also read a book called vanavasi during this time which made me know the importance of environment and plants. So in my free times I used to do gardening and farming.

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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Even after doing all this things,when I see a irregularity in society or people suffering my thoughts would again get filled with rebelist thoughts

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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I used to lecture my family with divinity and some perpetual terms . Seeing my lifestyle, my brother said me a thing which made me think about my life.

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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" you have everything in ur life, you have food,bed and everything a man need. So u will say any words easily. Try to get everything on your own and if u still feel the same then you can do it happily"

#VakeelSaab | @PawanKalyan
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