Aw LADS! I've lost some work, a really long chapter that I put my heart and soul into and I'm utterly fucking miserable.
Yes, I know in the bigger scheme it doesn't matter, thank you in advance for not telling me. I want to wommit with misery

On days like today I just want to give up the whole effing thing, I'm profoundly discouraged and so bliddy-well sad

I want to cry and cry and cry but I can't because of the anti-depressants I'm on, they 'interfere' with the ability to cry and honest to god I want to hurl myself off a bridge.
Yes, I know its only a bit of work, please don't tell me, tanken yew

You're all so kind. I'm very grateful

Himself has found a very early 'raw' version, which I can use as a foundation to reconstruct. Thank you again, for your incredible empathy and kindness, its balm to my embattled little heart

Emergency Percy Pig Fruity Chews.
A bit like Opal Fruits. Or whatever they're called these days