I REBUKE my Moon opp Pluto and my Venus opp Chiron / Square Neptune so much it hurts. Quite literally

I feel as though it keeps me in this continuous cycle of extreme emotions I& #39;m unable to physically cope with, whilst supplying me with idealistic false hope in all romantic scenarios which repeatedly result in trauma https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😎" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille"> FUCK U

*key phrase "I feel as though" (because we all know I only have myself to blame for maintaining the cycle) https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙃" title="Auf den Kopf gestelltes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Auf den Kopf gestelltes Gesicht">

I just had to change my bio on the premise of this thread (was previously: "get in loser we& #39;re breaking the cycle") lmao who tf do I think I am we are not there yet