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This could be a longish thread, but I& #39;ve been thinking about it a lot tonight that and wanted to get it out.
Due to my depression becoming more severe and frequent debilitating headaches, I was given two months off work to get better and feel better...
Due to my depression becoming more severe and frequent debilitating headaches, I was given two months off work to get better and feel better...
And I& #39;m so far about a month and a week in on that. While my depression has definitely gotten better, the headaches persist on a nigh daily basis. However, that& #39;s not what this thread is about. It& #39;s more about who I was and who I& #39;ve realized I want to be
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Ever since I was I 8, I wanted to make people happy and entertain them. in my normal life, I did that by adopting humor of different types, learning party and magic tricks, and keeping up on creative arts to make something that could reach others...
But as anyone who& #39;s lived a day in this world knows, you need money, you need a job, security, necessities and all that. Which led me to choosing those aspects of life over what truly makes me happy, i.e. making other people happy...
So why do I bring this up? Because in the last month, I started working on what I love more than what I "needed" and it& #39;s made me so happy. I& #39;ve felt happier and prouder in the last month than I ever have in my whole life...
It& #39;s a bittersweet moment for me because in a few weeks, I& #39;ll go back to work and my passion will be set back in it& #39;s back burner where it sat for decades. But that fire is still warm. No. Not warm. It& #39;s screaming hot. I don& #39;t want to stop...
