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This could be a longish thread, but I've been thinking about it a lot tonight that and wanted to get it out.
Due to my depression becoming more severe and frequent debilitating headaches, I was given two months off work to get better and feel better...
Due to my depression becoming more severe and frequent debilitating headaches, I was given two months off work to get better and feel better...
And I'm so far about a month and a week in on that. While my depression has definitely gotten better, the headaches persist on a nigh daily basis. However, that's not what this thread is about. It's more about who I was and who I've realized I want to be
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Ever since I was I 8, I wanted to make people happy and entertain them. in my normal life, I did that by adopting humor of different types, learning party and magic tricks, and keeping up on creative arts to make something that could reach others...
But as anyone who's lived a day in this world knows, you need money, you need a job, security, necessities and all that. Which led me to choosing those aspects of life over what truly makes me happy, i.e. making other people happy...
So why do I bring this up? Because in the last month, I started working on what I love more than what I "needed" and it's made me so happy. I've felt happier and prouder in the last month than I ever have in my whole life...
It's a bittersweet moment for me because in a few weeks, I'll go back to work and my passion will be set back in it's back burner where it sat for decades. But that fire is still warm. No. Not warm. It's screaming hot. I don't want to stop...
I guess to some it up in one tweet or less. I don't want to go back to being the guy I was with Wicker as my internet name. I want more. I want to be Wicker. And I won't stop, no matter how tired I get. How hard it gets. I will never stop. Cause I want to make you happy.
TL:DR I love you, no matter who you are, and I will continue to be here no matter what the future holds. That's a basket promise. You're what I want out of this world, and I'll stop at nothing to make you happy how I can. Thank you for sitting through my rant. <3
