It’s really stupid but I get flashbacks a lot to when I was a kid and the “friends” I had at the time would always threaten to not be my friend anymore if I didn’t do what they wanted and I would cry and believe them every single time like a dumbass.

I know it’s small but I really think that impacts how I interact with people still even after years of therapy, I’m always worried I’m going to make a small mistake and everyone will cease wanting to be my friend which is silly but it is what it is

Not sure where I’m going with this other than I just kind of wanted to vent a little I’m sorry.