This a story im willing to admit. Mainly cos I see people hurt and betrayed. And sometimes I’m a right dick about men too (1)

This was my 21st birthday my fiancé took me to see @lesmisofficial for my 14th time. I’d exhausted me tears. There were about 200 people watching us. My two best friends were videoing. They told us we were gonna get some snaps outside the queens theatre.

He was army. I was designer. We had spent three years together prior to this and two years after.

We were happy, well I pretended I was. But just cos you sit there and think your life is over cos of one person, it isn’t.

I graduated. Got a good job. Found love. Lost it. But I’m happier than ever. And I’m so happy for his life too. He changed me and I changed him.

Don’t be ashamed that you lose people. Don’t be bitter because it ended. Be greatful sometimes that it happened. I had a very happy four anda half years with this person.

I think about him a lot. But I also know I’m a dick head for doing that. Love doesn’t end at that yes, nor does it end at the breakup.

I try really hard and I have done for nearly four years to get over this moment. And I’m finally there. You are not weak for struggling. You’re strong for admitting it.

@Adele @lesmisofficial and Harry Potter got me through the last few years. I still suffer sometimes.

But this moment was the best moment of my life. Don’t regret the ones that made you happy that now make you a bit sad. Sometimes after you know a bit better.

Nothing is impossible. You’ll find it. I’m stronger than ever and this is my inspirational piece.

You who you are will change. They will change. You will grow. They will grow. Sometimes you outgrow each other. But you’ll always have that foundation. Trust you choices. Be you always. It will be your strength. Always be you.