I really want to do well in life. Like, I want to be able to move out one day. See friends more often, do local stuff. Be with my boyfriend everyday and spend more time with him. RN I feel cons and online are my only social spaces which is great but I want to hang out more.

I feel I don't get enough time to be with those I care about the most especially. Streaming takes a lot out of me and ideally I would want to spend my off time just in the presence of nexkaa and others. Just grab a bite with friends now and then or invite them over. To just vibe.

Really though most of all I want to physically be with my boyfriend more. To be under the same roof with him and really spend quality time with him. Hell I just want to lay down on my phone next to him. Just to be with him. One day, I hope that'll happen. Just gonna keep trying