The following Thread is a well needed vent over someone that completely shattered me. If you dont want to read it, you 100% dont have to. I just need to get this all off my chest.
Thank you.
Thank you.
bad memories are exploding in my mind again
bad bad bad memories
memories i want to forget
memories i thought i had already forgotten
memories that made me the bipolar mess i am
please stop
please
i want to lose you
i hate you
JUST LEAVE MY HEAD ALREADY.
its been 4 years
bad bad bad memories
memories i want to forget
memories i thought i had already forgotten
memories that made me the bipolar mess i am
please stop
please
i want to lose you
i hate you
JUST LEAVE MY HEAD ALREADY.
its been 4 years
you left 6 years ago
i still loved you
and yet
i ment literally NOTHING to you
and i was too dumb to realize that you were the one ruining my life!
i thought you were the one making me happy
but you just made everything worse.
thats all you& #39;ve ever been good at.
but...
i miss you
i still loved you
and yet
i ment literally NOTHING to you
and i was too dumb to realize that you were the one ruining my life!
i thought you were the one making me happy
but you just made everything worse.
thats all you& #39;ve ever been good at.
but...
i miss you
you were my best friend
we were always together
you started to manipulate me without me even noticing
i lied for you.
i took the blame for you.
i ruined friendships for you.
you made me a terrible person.
you just needed a reason to hate me.
we were always together
you started to manipulate me without me even noticing
i lied for you.
i took the blame for you.
i ruined friendships for you.
you made me a terrible person.
you just needed a reason to hate me.
@/Axena_wolfsong i fucking hate you. you ruined me.