literally i’m searching so hard for any shred of kindness that i cried in my car after my dealer told me to stay safe and patted me on the back
it just felt so genuine and non forced he must have really meant that you know? brb gonna cry again
it’s just that people like him don’t have to be nice to me or ask me about my day or how i am but he does i feel like everyone is just nice to me because they have to be or because they’d feel guilty but i know . i just know he is nice to me because he is nice and likes me .
trust issues except i only trust strangers because they can’t have ulterior motives
i know for a fact he’s not using me you know like anyone could be using me i don’t know !!!! but we have an established business relationship and he wouldn’t sell me weed for years if he didn’t like me you know ????? i’m overthinking everything
ok i convinced myself he’s only nice to me so i’ll keep buying weed from him no one read the beginning of this thread i was wrong