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The live stream statement was a massive mistake. I elected to not listen to any comments to not get distracted and I ended up hurting even more people than I already have with my actions for the past 7 years. I did it live because I felt it was the only non edited way to do this.
Though my intentions have never been to hurt anyone, the pain still exists. I hurt a lot of people, my fans, my followers, my family, my old roommates, my friends/ex friends, more than I can count. I have no intentions of writing a google doc and having things go back to normal.
I will not lie to you. After Reckful& #39;s passing, the chants to take my own life echoed harder than it ever has. I have never let those comments get anywhere near my heart, but this time they broke the doors down and completely took over. I& #39;m scared, but I& #39;m present for this.
The pain I& #39;ve caused my creditors was always something weighing heavy on my mind - when I ended the & #39;sky house& #39; months ago, I streamed for 67 days and began paying people back slowly.
I was making an effort. It was slower than I wanted but I was bridging the gap.
I was making an effort. It was slower than I wanted but I was bridging the gap.
The repercussions of my actions are not lost. I& #39;m in debt to creditors both in personal relationships and the IRS as you can imagine.
I& #39;ve no credit, no savings, this isn& #39;t for you to pity me at all, its to express that I certainly am not & #39;living well& #39; and I deserve that in FULL
I& #39;ve no credit, no savings, this isn& #39;t for you to pity me at all, its to express that I certainly am not & #39;living well& #39; and I deserve that in FULL
All I can do is try to be a better person and make things right.
With the information out currently it would be impossible for anyone to think that I have it in me to be better but I can be. I can be the Sky that inspired and entertained people in the first place again.
With the information out currently it would be impossible for anyone to think that I have it in me to be better but I can be. I can be the Sky that inspired and entertained people in the first place again.
I still think it& #39;s my duty to release the full and complete statement of the & #39;Sky House& #39; and the activities therein. Nothing will ever justify the pain I& #39;ve caused, but my hope is that it shows you that I am not a monster, though I& #39;ve caused the same pain as one.
This was never a scheme. This was never a trick. I truly believed that when I asked for money, to pay for this house and its occupants that THIS would be the time I would get it right, and I never did. I was stuck, angry, and I took it out on everything and everyone around me.
I would think about the same faith people put in me when they gave me that money - and I would try to use that to motivate me but I just couldn& #39;t do it. I couldn& #39;t even clean my own room. I lived in such disgusting conditions in my personal living space. I still don& #39;t know why.
Actions speak louder than words, and i& #39;ve said a lot of words for a life time so, I& #39;m going to complete that Google Doc - and I am going to update it with information when and if more people come forward with things. I& #39;m not looking to run away from any of this at all.
But despite what people say, YOU are the judge. The same people who gave me a platform, the audience, its entirely up to you. If after everything is out and after i& #39;ve paid my creditors and attempted to make things right w/ the victims if I still need to go, then I will.
Anyone I hurt doesn& #39;t owe me a chance to make things right, but the creditors MUST be paid regardless of any outcome. Whether you follow me or not, I will be taking action to eliminate all debt that contributed to the & #39;Sky House& #39;. Actions speak louder, I know.
But I don& #39;t think I deserve to die over this.
Whether you think that, or that I should be in jail, or forgiven, or deplatformed, or just plain canceled in any sense i ask that before you finalize your opinion PLEASE read the Google Doc when it& #39;s done. I& #39;m working hard on it.
Whether you think that, or that I should be in jail, or forgiven, or deplatformed, or just plain canceled in any sense i ask that before you finalize your opinion PLEASE read the Google Doc when it& #39;s done. I& #39;m working hard on it.
I need it to be perfect.
It& #39;s taking a long time because this isn& #39;t a document about defending me, its about the raw truth - and making sure that everything im saying is just the facts of the matter takes a LOT of time but I& #39;m getting it done.
It& #39;s taking a long time because this isn& #39;t a document about defending me, its about the raw truth - and making sure that everything im saying is just the facts of the matter takes a LOT of time but I& #39;m getting it done.
I won& #39;t be on twitter. I won& #39;t be on facebook. I just cant be. I& #39;m not ignoring your messages directly but I am 10000% not as strong of a person as I thought i was and all i can focus on and handle is this document. it should be out within a few days, no more than 2.
I don& #39;t know what else to say.
never in my life would i want to hurt this many people and im more sorry than words can express so i just hope my actions of contrition to follow convey how much i want to truly make things right for all involved.
never in my life would i want to hurt this many people and im more sorry than words can express so i just hope my actions of contrition to follow convey how much i want to truly make things right for all involved.
